MGMT "Kids" Video

This is gonna be the next hit. for sure.

doo doo doo doo doo doo doooo doo dooooo ......... escape.

Jaeded

super jaded by BS. what a bad timing to start our first jobs in such a climate. freakz.

4 Xmases

Awesome movie.
extremely witty conversation by vince vaughan. extremely believable scenarios for current couples.
its been a long time since I laughed so much in a movie and forgot about things happening around.
intelligent references to current things happening in the world today.
watch it.
well worth the time.
funny and yet heart warming.

if you are considering what to watch if u can only spare time to watch one movie baby. please go watch this. i know you will love it and laugh your stupid laugh.

5 out of 5.

closed song! yeah!

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

It deserves a post.

This CD has been on repeat for the past 3 weeks! hah

Roman Cavalry Choir's singing !

We all need a break from things

Things are happening around that make u sad and down sometimes. right?
There is more to to things in life than harping on setbacks and things that put you emotionally or physically down.
Its how we pick ourselves from from the dust and work towards making things better.

Doing bad at work... pep yourself up and move on to the next task to prove yourself better.
Having a lousy time developing a good friendship with one of your "friends"... invest your time in other friends that have the time for you. it would 1. do you good. 2. expand your social circle. 3. do your other friends good cos you are a serious friend.
being brought a few notches down due to something at home... pep yourself up cos people around you genuinely do care for you and want you to be strong as well. cos when they've seen that you are beginning to cope better with things, things would soon come easier for you and your friends to come back to your life.


there are better things in life to do than to harp on negative things. as edmund says. focus on the positive energy and the positive karma will flow to you. focus on the negative and you would attract all the negative energy around you.

I rather be in the former. have to try to stay out of the negative cloud. so should everyone else.

everyday now

now everyday. everyday u see arrows pointing downwards. everyday they highlight charts after charts. why didn't this appear earlier when it was already falling? oh well. whatever. i dont know but u see it yeah.

i hate this.

freak

dont take my financial outlooks seriously.

i am not financially trained.

clear and present danger

its funny how the media now is not even highlighting that the financial crisis is very much gonna hit big time.

there are all these tell tale signs right from the beginning, when Freddie and Fannie were going down.
and even b4 that the market was already sliding and the gold was already rising and fixed commodities also.
but yet, during the NDR2008, it was only hinted...
well of course it is a move to not create a state of hysteria and small time vendors from a sudden fit to throw away all their shares in a shot. and not only that other bigger holders might just do to try to cash in on whatever that's left.
of course.. i am not affected cos i haven't got enough money floating around on indexes to be affected much. but if u were someone with alot of money stuck on the lines... would you risk it? i dont know. but i havent got much faith within this coming 5-6 months or so.
govt's know how to play the game i say.

country's indexes are kept up not only by media but also the performance of our neighboring indexes.
thus, it is definite that we should try to spend wisely.

I just hope it doesnt affect the region too too much... cos i am after all in sales. and it depends on the outlook of the situation. if the media starts to playup the downturn so much..... i am afraid people would be more and more thrifty. tts not god for me.

i dont know. but lets hope. it doesnt fall too much. anyway boys and girls. hang on to your jobs.

finally it has got to me.

finally it has got to me that this is the reality of it all.
somehow i hate to watch romantic programs that feed you the situation that is happening all around you.
and yet u know it sucks but u still hang on to it.
i wont know whats the best way to deal with things. just wished that things in life were much simpler u know.

Word & Work

words said previously now mean nothing now.
tsk.

i still know not what to do with this.
tsk.

###

works been bringing me on a roller coaster.
realizing that I am always deciding on things without knowing the real deal.
i am a person led by passion. I would consider myself being an intuitive person.
that sometimes may not be too good. but it helps u to decide.
following your heart. they say. that leads you to know that you won't be regretting what you decide upon.

sometimes we think too much about what is happening in the present and get logged down by what might happen in the future. cliche as it may sound. living the life you have now is important, cos it is present. something like that la.

so i guess what i want to say is.. yes u somehow see the future of how your life might be. but if the future doesnt look that bright ... does it mean u dont live and love your present?

tomorrow will be a better day.

god bless u guys out there.

thanks jayden. I still remember u.

something nice happened today warmed my heart

I was at my aunt's void deck. I saw this little indian boy buying something at the local snack shop. when i turned to face the lift away from him, I heard. "its ok, you are my friend. I buy for you." Immediately, I turned around and tried to see who the snack was for. he was walking beside another little malay boy. and they were both smiling. elated I am with the scene of pure innocence and friendship.

somehow i romanticized that they met and played around the playground every night and became friends. It warms my heart to know that friendships are still being forged in void decks of HDBs. i think about the times when i played soccer with the rest of my primary school classmates at the slope of block 46. I think of the other kids I played soccer with and didn't know their names. I wish that they are doing well in whatever they are doing now.

I saw Eusoff,my classmate in primary 1 and 2. I can recognise him. But I doubt he does to me. But I was happy when I saw him. he was a less than mediocre student back in primary school. always kena scolding from Ms Lum Choi Yun, my form teacher then. Always wondered how the society would treat him. At a young age, and as the class monitor *yaya me* I always kinda protected the minority and the weak. But yet I didnt know what I could do. but today, I am happy to see him all grown up. I am happy. Delta Circus Primary School! yeah

i think the school song goes something like that

We pledge our school to support,
with faithful honest spirit true.
to do the very best, with faith and honour for you.
determination we will have.
in order that, we may progress with consideration for others,
and we strive for successssss.
in work and play, rugged and robust we will be,
in preparation for the dayyyyy,
when we serrrrrrr-vvvvve our country.

NIGHT!

u said

dont compare or pitch yourself with someone that is less of u. u wont improve and it is pointless

... ... ...

pocket me from tribulations

sleeve up so i miss the scars

shirt keeps yous underneath

tie me up so blind me

unbutton to let it go

song rec

blardy sam hehe ask me listen to this song.
make me even more emo.

8/18/2008 11:37:56 PM Samuel Hehe to Jae "like very angry but still very romantic"

well said. and relates.

in contemplation

this is different. when you are constantly pushed to pick up the phone and call someone you dont know.

this is different. when you are constantly monitored if you are doing something constructive.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking on your toes with with your nerves wrecking like bush whackers.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by yourself to move one step closer to closing.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by your neighbour to bring in the next deal.

this is different. when you are constantly on the look out after work for new business opportunities.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking about how to seal the next deal tomorrow.

this is different. when you are constantly reminding yourself that this is going to be worth it.

this is not different. I know I can do it. and so can you.

loves to all the JWW readers. I am thinking of you peeps and my blessings.

no how?

no pang chance one. just pia all the way. no use trying to be nice to leave some fish for others. just catch everything first and eat them slowly. no such thing as teamwork market. PIA PIA PIA! chop chop chop chop CHOOOOOOOOP!

Mw

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Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

tis the season ....

for breakups... . .. and emotional turmoil.
so many relationships around me and my friends are facing the trials of time and society.
so many friends around me are facing issues that they have never faced for a good 20 years of their lives.
why......

maybe cos this is the time when we move on to another phase of our lives.... stepping on into society and embracing it all! HAH. perspectives changes. lifestyles changes. stress levels changes. income changes. friends changes. environment changes. responsibility changes. health changes. time changes.... everything.

when we are faced with such changes... do we take it up in our stride and move on to become a stronger person...... amidst adversity would we crumble and get left in the dust.

friends..... lets all be strong. there are times where we need other friends around to hear us. lend a ear to somebody today. but dont forget to let out what is inside u.. to someone that lends u the ear. (this sounds like some social campaign, could be an FYP idea! ha!)

thanks bro for offering yours today without me wanting to. appreciate it.

chapter ....

can't wait for things to start and things to change.

this time, i know it will be different.

version change! yea. come on me.

SuDDen

Suddenly I just thought of my trip to Sydney and I recalled spending a wicked time with Keith and Drew watching Superman.... DRUNK! hahaha. kickass stuff.

ALSO!
at 3 monkeys with Shimpei, Neha and Seema! great dinner with them at where they worked.

splendid time with Buddy Ben at his place and the places for makan.


thanks peeps of syd. love ya'll. hope you've been great and fine.

ups and downs.

the week was kinda like a roller coaster of events in life.

early week i saw the passing of one of my close mate's mum.
its sad to see something so heart breaking going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. we didn't really know what to do at a time like that. my condolences goes to the family. through all the emotions, the family's bond proves strong. amidst the weary faces, you see strength and love in their eyes.
don't worry jam. she is watching over you. like always.

end week i saw the union of one of my close school mates.
it was great to see something so heart warming going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. I did know what to do this time round, to be joyous and merry. My blessings go to the happily married couple. through the emotions, the family's bond is strong. the couple is visibly tired from the entire day, which started at 8am in the morning, till the entire process ended at about 9pm. but amidst the weary faces, you see bliss and hope in their eyes. For such a joyous occasion, thoughts of joy,love and excitement fills you to the veins. my hair was standing when they took their vows, it touched my heart to see two individuals know that they are with the one.

with all my blessings. Edwin(uncle) and Eunice! happily ever after!

rant: Gaia

Extreme cynicism has brought heaps of thoughts: one of which.

The world is getting overpopulated.
With all scientific equations, they work to find an equilibrium to level the weight on both sides.
The world is counter-acting. Tell tale signs. Climate change. Food crisis. Deadly diseases. Earthquakes. Hurricanes. Crazy people blowing themselves up.

With all these things happening, the earth population is still growing exponentially. I really think we may not live to see the next century. pessimism aside, I do believe that science will be able to find solutions that may shift the critical mass to tip the tolerance of the equilibrium. or either that... an earth shaking catastrophe that would wipe out a huge number of people on Gaia. That will set things to a halt for Gaia to heal.

She is crying. all the world leaders admit that there is a problem. But none of them would want to sacrifice national development over the state of the Earth. They feel that it is not their responsibility. Third world will feel that they have the "right" to develop, and the first world should slow down. Fat Hope.

Personal opinion: no administration is going to do anything substantial. Gaia will fall within my lifetime. our lifetime. sad to say. i am a pessimist.


what do you think?

yi gah or zhong uy zi dou dap onh le. dan hai yat zit dou hou mor hu er. orh yi ga zhen hai mm zee dou dim gao. dong maidim gai, ci ci dou hai gam. shen ah! bei oor yat dit zi dim. orh yi ga zhen ge mm zi dim zhou.

things are getting all too familiar. looking at my 08 resolutions. things dont seem to be going right.

wonder what i will do.

thinking in the dark and running my fingers through your tresses.
i think about how we met and smile to myself, all the hits and misses.

things seem to happen in a cycle.

I thought things would be different. but i am hating things cos it seems to follow a similar path. shit.

pix. from the past.

took this photo at the pilot interview. haha. bad preparations for the SIA pilot interviews. word of advice for those out there who are going. please do your homework k.









with the boys at timbre.











this guy's left leg is shorter than his right. find him on the fourth floor of CS.










XF's birthday KTV session. they were singing spice girls. bwhaha











the trip that was planned and unplanned with the snakes. on a WHITE BOARD. conference sial.











other cadet pilot hopefuls.













PK at Al Ameen. happily Zi Pai-ing













baby girl. love you.














C in action part 1















C caught in action part 2






FYP Presentation prep. GYSB. i think we did well. apparently the school thinks otherwise. where is our + ! i still can't believe school. at how academic it is. i guess thats why it is academic.

loves max

Estelle featuring Kanye West - American Boy
this is going to be the next overplayed song i swear.

issues issues issues

compare compare compare
sensitiveities sensitivities sensitivities
emotions emotions emotions
overwhelming overwhelming overwhelming
secrets secrets secrets
reservations reservations reservations
contigencies contigencies contigencies
decisions decisions decisions
happiness unhappiness happiness

you've gotta watch this! i swear!

you;ve gotta watch this!!! laugh till my stomach hurt.
mandy kaisiao. ahah.

reminded me of the benny lava shit. but this is way way better. this is REALLY FUNNY.!

now

feeling like a walking pestilence.
passing off meeting close friends.
giving up on meeting acquaintances.
having not met the beloved for ages.
needing to get out of this immobility.
hating my incompetence in handling dispute.
craving to decide on what to do futuresque.
trying to stop the insatiable need to burp.*&^#(@

help.

nice.

melee-built to last.
somehow this song was heart warming. dedicated by fraz.

backlog

Many many many things happened over the past few weeks.
Apart from Chinese New Year and My birthday with no presents. haha.
BUT! I did get 2 one dollar coins from a special someone. hehe.

it was just FYP FYP and school and quirky.
Loads of things to be done and done.
Some things happened that kinda shocked me, Friends, please consider those that are around you that you may think that they are friends, but you are just but an acquaintance. You see, I am a person that offers my true-est friendship if i see you. But I think it is time that I change. This world is sick. full of people that talk about stuff about you and judge you. but the point is, WHO knows YOU? WHO!? NO ONE DOES! EXCEPT THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU!

but I am also someone that respects what others say (have to SPEW from their mouths.) I mean its alright that they say that I am disgusting or anything/ I respect your opinion. I am fine. You Can be fat like fuck, but i think if u are comfortable in your own skin. I think u are admirable.

Recently I felt so betrayed. but nonetheless I am unhurt. but 人言可畏. it stings but i am ok. Please Do not BE shocked if I come up to you and ask you. whether YOU WILL BEtray me? only because I want to keep those that are real beside me. AND shake off those that aren't worth it.

Brothers, you know I will bleed for u, if u need me to.


EVERYONE work hard for FYP! anyway I am probably going to join clarbear and the other boys for a INDOCHINE trip. any other boys interested? drop me a headsup. this trip. not for the faint hearted.



quirky. I (L) U.

control. dont lose it.

u are better than this.
take flight.
u have the control.

MY WILL BE DONE

happens that my birthday falls on the day of the lunar new year!
I WILL HAVE FANTASTIC LUCK TO COME!

MORE RESOLUTE IN DECISIONS
MORE MONEY
MORE DRIVE
MORE HEALTH (I know its grammatically wrong)

NO MORE RUBBISH R/S.

I WILL LOOK BACK AT THIS POST AND SMILE!

JAE's Wickeeed world.

dysfunctional X 2

i am 2 times the state of dysfunction as the day progresses. haha.

jae's wicked world.

deem gai mui qi dou hai gum yong jek. gor gor dou wan gen orr. orr zan hei gum cha mei? mui qi dou hei hou qi dan fong meen gum. yuu gor yau yan tuck tong orr gong zou mei wui gum lei. oor xiong ji dou yun yan wor. hai.... zhen hei sai hei. ZONG YAU YAT KIN SI! HUI DEY DOU HAI YOU YAN DOU HYUET GAH!

ah keet ah. lei lor lei sui zei. fu guai.

angry

I am very angsty today. spoiled my entire day.
what rubbish about you being disappointed with me. damn. i am still angry.

lost my mp3 player.

hint hint *winks

random photos from phone

we were doing project, me dee yy and my. left a pice of flower on yy's hair.

PK has a shop named after him


we were studying at 5th floor. sam biatch


I was helping shah for his video shoot. he was getting chummy with jezs haha.


the old old telecom logo from the old supreme court


ya. see the white thing on her ear. thats it.


i was feeling stupid and had a head band on. clar liked it so much he wore it to one of the canteens that day. we felt we owned the place when we walked into the canteen.


helm is like engrossed in his love letter to someone. haa





pk.

me and my bro made a cheese cake. white choc orea cheese cake. haaha. nice. i like. pleaes me and i might make u one next time.






hiao clarbear. the most hiao CS boy.
dong with us on 5th level. studying for exams. my last time doing this kinda stuff. i think i am going to miss school.


Anyway pple. above and beyond is @ zouk on the 9th and steve lawler on the 8th. dunno which on to go to. Bleah.

random stuff

who ah left the comment saying can give me 10? aha.

where to get clothes this CNY?
this seasons clothes suck. treaded the entire marina, suntec, orchard AND THERE WAS NONE! even the ladies ones are like..... soso... rubbish clothes all around can. ZARA had a nice semi formal black shirt though. caught our eyes definitely. in the end i got this mat looking shirt from Ben Sherman. Sus said it doesnt look that good. but hey babe, its jae loh u are talking about. i can carry things off well k. haha.

I had 2 shirts tailored today with danny. I will let u all know if they turn out fantastic. the tailor was donned in Emporio Armani top to bottom and was called Daniel. If things turn out well. i am going to go back to him from now on. High collar, wide collared, 3 button, long barrel, tapered cut, no pockets, long enough for me to tuck in and very nice material. and it costs less than any shirt from Zara, Topman, X-square and Ben Sherman (only brands that i buy shirts from). THen if he is really good. I will recommned everyone there. everyone will look great for a good cost. he is so pro that he singled out all the elements I look at when I get shirts. and I didnt even talked to him. he is that good. i think he is damn pro. Lets see what happens.

anyway, i think i am dejavu-ing on some things. lets hope this will be different. quirky.

my birthday wish list.

My 25th Birthday List. HAHA. Can't believe I am writing this down.

But here it goes.
1. Macbook Air
2. Handphone
3. Watch
4. Porsche
5. True Friendships
6. Rest
7. A+ for FYP!
8. Good health and Prosperity (cos my birthday falls on the first day of CNY!)
9. A genuinely happy 2008
10. Love
11. BIG ANG POWS!!
12. Happiness
13. Peace
14. I dont know what else.

Ha. I just want zen. and peace.

thank god i didnt die today

I was distracted by my specs that was flying from the left of my dashboard to the drivers side. and i looked at my specs the flew to my right side of my seat. I was doing a left turn into AYE Tuas from school. and the next thing i knew i mounted the curb on the right side. the freaking wall was so near me from the drivers seat. luckily I swerved back onto the road.
thank god i didnt die. first thing on my mind.
second thing. fuck my dad is going to kill me.
third. how much the repair gonna cost. damn it.

so i finally know, the research money is for paying this repairs. damn.
I am sibei suay.
yesterday the stupid crazy bitch. today this.

GOD please dont do this to me.
New year coming. must do alot of things to change my luck!

Yesterday just wasnt my day.

I was supposed to get the legal documents signed by my models today. and so after getting my hair cut at far east and meeting danny for dinner, we decided to walk towards suntec to bala where i can meet destiny and boonseer to sign the release forms. and that is when things start to go downhill........ I already had a very very long day....

we were passing MacDonald house and then ALL OF A SUDDEN... this 50plus auntie started to scold me. "F*#^ YOU! you get aids. f... you. ........ you f... your moth..r and ......." When it comes to family, it means war for me. I exploded and "F back" and then I told her i was going to call the police. She ran onto the road and shouted "Call la! MY husband is an ex police Inspector. I am not afraid. I call the police! I call the police!" while in the middle of the road. for a moment i was thinking. please dont get knocked down by a car. cos i dont want to have trauma. And I was shouting also."you are so going to lose this when the police comes"

well! to my surprise a police car that was on patrol was THERE! and it pulled over! the coporal and the sergeant came out. as the coporal approached us, me and danny were like telling him the situation. Then that stupid bitch kept shouting behind us "DONT LIE DONT LIE. WANT TO FIGHT RIGHT! THEN NOW NO GUTS! DONT GO AWAY!" then to my awe! the sergeant SHOUTED "LADY! PLEASE DONT SHOUT! I AM WARNING YOU FOR THE LAST TIME!" at the top of his voice....... ok thanks to the sergeant. I found this part quite amusing.

So me and danny decided that it is stupid to hang on. we left our details to the police officer. but if she press charges she'll be the one in shit as she broke at least 2 of the 4 elements of DEFEMATION! ha! but then again she might not even have the money to pay for defemation charges. anyway after a while i realised she reeked of a smell of a HOBO. so i concluded she must be not in the right frame of mind. meaning she is SIAO. so we decided to leave and rush to meet desti. and then to my amazement, she followed and say "DONT GO! NOW NO GUTS TO STAY! yadayada.. you get the picture." and deep in my mind then, i was thinking. what happen to the earlier fiasco with my family members. CRAZY BITCH!

FUC-ing bitch. I am reallly really damn angry. even until now. my whole body is red with blood pumped. its like the last time.

this kind of things seems to happen once in a while to me. the last time was in brissy. haha. funnny as hell and yet damn bloody irritating.

and when i finally reach BALA. I am really tired. Met desti and sent a wrong msg to her. I apologize.

and then now. i have to prep for tmr's 刷屁屁。damnit. in a while... i am tired from the whole fiasco with stuff today.

i will do the self assessment later for frazer. man. low morale.

刷好屁屁准备啦！

赶紧准备好一切开始刷屁屁。 东西做不好，就要受教训。 oh no.

favest song for now

here are my favourtie-est songs for these few weeks!

MUSE-Starlight


Peter, Bjorn & John - Young Folks


thanks gary for telling me the song title for young folks

Facebook compromised.

my FACEBook account was compromised. something or someone hacked into my account and posted stupid adverts on others wall. damn it.

Anyway GYSB, getyoursexyback is going outdoors and will need all the support of friends and family. please lend me your helping hands once more.

achmed the terrorist.

haha! SILENCE! I KILL YOU!

friends

looking back in life, there are some friends that you wished you had not spoiled the friendship because of stupid reasons, like money, ambition, girls, competition what not. I personally try to not lose any friends that i have along the way. at least i try. It is also part of me to try to amend things when things have gone wrong. I wish everyone would give everyone a chance. I mean we were once good friends weren't we? why cant things be okay between people and not try to shun people. shall we? I mean we all have our ego, but ego is only worth how much a person can pay u monetarily, to some extent. so why be bought over? just live with it move on and build a better world. Pay it forward.

life should be happy and not jaded. I remember the lift I got from PK he was saying. "If you look at singaporeans on the road. they all look sad, depressed or angry. no one smiles." I agree with him. Shall we all smile more. and not throw others weird looks when they are smiling to themselves. lets live in a happy society. I notice it because i smile to myself when i think of happy stuff. but people just say this guy SIAO! come on. singaporeans should wake up their minds and open up their hearts.

"let out your inner child" "everything is gonna be alright"

so world hold on.... jaes wicked world.

HELP!

ARGH!!! fark! pple are sending out quantifying emails to me to say they are not at fault! for gods sake i am pleading. PLS STOP FARKING ME UP!!! GAWD!stop please~~ ! i beg u. please be responsive.

Ladder Thoery

I am reading this website that Lesley refered. haha. interesting pull out quote.

http://laddertheory.com/

"
Dreams of a Final Theory

I think is very very close to a final analysis of how a woman's rating system works. If you are very attractive, rich, and novel and show no interest in her she is almost guaranteed to want to fuck you. Indeed, isn't this the very definition of Alpha Male? In this way we have derived from our theoretical framework an idea that agrees with observation and experiment to many degrees of accuracy. It also provides a frameowrk for the Logic. Strive to be attractive, novel and aloof and you will go far.
"

I HATE IT!

I hate not being able to get the required people to get things done by the required time! IT SUCKS AND IT IS NOT EASY! darn! god please help me with this.
this is causing so much pain to me and GYSB. PLEASE GOD HELP!

IT WAS ALREADY IN ALL MY PREVIOUS MAILS! WHY? AND NOW THE ENTIRE THING IS GETTING F*#KED! ARGH!

Resolutions.

so many things happened.
I am down. I am tired.
I have things to do. have to gear up.
I am Jaeded.

Thembi and Bulelwa had this 3 Ds to change thing.
1 - Decision - you have to decide to want to change
2 - Dedication - you have to be dedictated to your change.
3 - Discipline - well self explanatory. I may have gotten the last D wrong.

AND As thembi put it, it is hard to fulfill a definitive resolution. So here are my bunch of general sounding ones.
1) I have to decide what I want to do after I grad.
2) I will not get into shitty situations romantically.
3) I will love my friends and family many many.
4) I will try to meet up with friends as much as I can. SO DONT PUSH ME!
5) I will live healthier than I was in 2007. I MUST!
6) I WILL BE HAPPIER THAN I WAS IN 2007! 2008 YEAH!

dbl o new year eve 08'

one word. ugly girls. haha. but i had fun. same same dancing away.