Wednesday, May 31, 2006

long post



The night started with not being able to catch X men 3. It was coffee at bubbles, the cafe at Queen Street Mall. After that, me, shawn, king and jon went to the FAMILY! Well Wat can i say its a blast. when Jae partys he partys hard like fuck.

Wicked.


There was a memorial going on at King George Square. It made a nice picture, but I was rushing, din compose the shot properly. :(



Well, its a long post because I broke the game. Its getting lonely in the outback. like how King puts in aptly, "SUAH LA" hokkien word. hehe. Missing family, danny, 4E gang, all the peeps in sch, all the uber pple, all the love at home, all the FOOD!!!!!. BUT I LOVE IT HERE! this fucking place rocks so much I don't feel like going home. people at home, please leave your country for a longer time than a blardy holiday. you'll understand. but fuck, dun just stay within ur fucking country of people, go talk to others. see the world hey see it. experience what you have never experienced. trust me they do think diffferently. most of the time unlike YOU.

well, over here you get to meet people from all over the world. David, korean guy that i knew by playing basketball with, inspires me and puts me to shame. He said "I don't want to mix with koreans here, I want to experience it, the difference." That was what I wanted before I got into the place that I am staying and got all comfy with the sgboys. I am not lamenting. I am just blaming myself for not putting myself on the line. you know what I mean? bet you think that way sometimes. well. cheers. welcome to jae's wicked world.

Have been thinking alot lately, maybe cos there is no girls to clog the mind. haha. idiot. ok. I need a travelling partner for the grand tour. Anyone wanna join me? I will be going to melbourne and sydney. hopefully I can find someone. god bless me. Sincerely, Jae.

Welcome to Jae's wicked world. everything IS wicked.



Tuesday, May 30, 2006

skinnier

Winter is creating havoc to my get-fat-in-oz plans
it is so cold. and I am getting skinnier.

this weight this is really costing me more than my weight.

it is affecting every fuck thing. damn.

Friday, May 26, 2006

snippet

chat-blocked-unblocked-blocked-unblocked.

thanks for your harshness, appreciate it.

the thing is I treat everyone equal. unless you are someone important to me.

cheers.

welcome to jae's wicked world.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

...

Time stands still while you take the trip to the endings of the world.
In it your feel that time has stopped for you to take in whatever that is in front of you.

Classical and beat bumping music brings about a different experience.

Thirsty and head heavy, you concentrate only on the things that you are involved. Nothing is going to bother you other than yourself and the mates that are with you.

Closing your eyes enhances on the thing that you are concentrating on.

Different things will bring different pleasures. The music brings you to feel different emotions. Beyond what you will imagine. It intensifies the current emotion that you felt. It may be sad it may be irritating and it may be peaceful. It’s just different and 11 min has passed in what seems like an hour.

Lounging music brings on a different ecstasy,

"The thing about it is that it emphasizes and blows up what ever you are feeling many many times."

Tim tam's tastes are further enhanced. The chocolate filling liquefies around your palette. Simply amazing. Either it was your senses enhanced? Or it was your tastes buds were growing/ expanding to take it/ the taste of Tim tams were all of a sudden wonderful? Or that your tastes buds were enhanced. Period.

Hunger is further intensified by mints that you took. The mint licks the bottom of your stomach it gives a tingle to it.

cigs light up your lungs. Heat intensifies and burns what ever natural filters you have in you.
it evens reaches into your stomach.

The anesthetical feeling exhumes you and fries you. It overwhelms your senses and freezes em.

Yoghurt flows down your throat, trickling and tickling it while is simmers down. Sweetness is beatified.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Reactions?

who me? do i talk to your wat? silent reader react to this yeah. change Your nick when u see this. *Winks :)

best pancakes and my ornament

Take a look at this. the best pancakes so far. served on a "plate" haha. i did sunny side up and bacon as well. AND there is coffee too!

















Ok I got bored and i drew up something for my door. haha

Monday, May 22, 2006

2300s conversations

"Can I hang up now?"
How many times does it take for you to give up if u fall flat on your face every single time?
When is the time that you think you should let go before you dent yourself further?
In the amazing race, you will face yourself more than anyone else, you have the ultimate decision.
What would you do?
Apparently I have a chinese accent to my English. Not!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Moreton Island

Moreton Island sure is the funnest island so far amongst all the rest of the Brissy ones that I have been to. Me and Woodie and another two french girls were the only four that were not from EF(english fast?), that group-booked the trip from blueplanettours. MAN WAS IT A SMASHING WEEKEND! Snorkelling with fishes, Sang Tobagaonning, Sandboarding, boogie boarding, talking with turkish, french, austrian, germans, swiss, brazilians, japanese, korean, taiwanese and thai. Oh my! haha. Nonetheless, this was one of the best trips that I have had here. simply wicked.






Friday, May 19, 2006

pancake , matthew

















All right. this is my housemate, matthew chalmers, from the beautiful country of Fiji. He is one helluva tall guy.











It took me 30 minutes to get these pancakes done. I am so proud of meself. haha

Thursday, May 18, 2006

after thought...

Sometimes some people are just not worth your time. you know what I mean? In a certain part of your life you may meet somebody and they may or maynot intrude your daily routine and life. Will you give them a chance to affect your life? It is not a big decision in that instant that you are deciding, but it may end up changing everything. By choosing to not let it happen, you have decided and made a change to your life. only you can make the choice and difference.

please don't think I am refering to anyone. its just me. Jae-ded

I am tired.


Welcome to Jae's wicked world.

filimg today













a caterpillar was trying to jump from one finger to the other. brave one isn't it.

















This ia rachael from wales, but been in brissy for 9 years already.

















thats lauren, need i say more. haha.













thats sarah in pink. director for the day













tonight's sky is simply amazing. its one of the best sunsets so far in QUT.

















The biggest rainbow i have seen in my life. it shot out from the top of A block. haha. ya right.

new feeling during easter

Seeing them walk past the departure gates made me feel something I have never felt so tense before in my life. "I miss home and family". Though the trip made me realise how I can/cannot live with my parents.

Dad and Mum was really close on the trip. The "scary" ride from Scooby Doo made the trip. I kinda "cheated" them into taking the ride at Movieworld. They tried it for the "first time in their lives" ROLLER COASTER! ok small one.

It is definite that bro and me got closer in the trip too. In fact , I think the entire family got closer in the trip. I suggest all families go on tours together. WITHOUT MISSING A SINGLE MEMEBER. too bad wen's not here. It'ld been smashing!

Well sitting on this stupid bus that is bringing me around the coast big time, SUCKS.
well below was the series of unfortunate events that happened to me.
1.my buddhist chain broke.
2.Quarelled with a white bitch at the casino cause she said racist remarks and said "up your mum"
3.getting the car wrecked.
4.getting ripped off custard apples
5.lost slippers at stradbroke
6.missing train to robina
7.taking past and back on the return train. cos i was watching a movie. green street hooligans
8.taking the wrong bus to robina, thats why i wrote this on paper.
9. Din get onto the bus that took all the party goers to surfers at Bond's end of semester party.
10.getting ripped off sovieniers for buddies.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

seesha














i was playing with dry ice. not lying.

Pancake Prata


it took me 1 whole hour to get this pancakes/prata ready for breakfast. hahaha.


lucky it is edible, but not presentable. ok maybe i can sell it for 30cents. haha.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

recommended song list, go download

Never say never - Vandalism
Remember the name - Fort Minor
Kinda new -Spektrum
Fix You - Coldplay
Petrified - Fort Minor
Bound too Long - Crystal Method
Acetone - Crystal Method
Beautiful world - Coldplay
Run It - Chris Brown
I don't want no body but you - ???
Beep - PCD
Act A Fool - Ludacris

everything on coldplay and crystal method k

burning the bridge


burning one of brissy's bridges down. cheers

Monday, May 15, 2006

blocked & U know it. smile like U mean it

as the song goes.

"blocked and you know it, smile like you mean it"

when you're trying your best and you don't succeed.
and when u get what you want but not what you need
stuck in reverse, lights will guide you home.
I'll try to fix you.

coldplay-Fix you
my fav


chatting with susan made me realise, there's more to it than this. I am clouded.



lights off, visualiser, electronica, absence of ahhemp and booze. but it still has the effect.wonderful.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

poly-jc

All except me. hmmm

seems she's just as jaded.

an image was replaced due to the probable incitious nature.

hope this is faster response time. let me know? :) I'm really not a snob k.

conversation/ arguement

alright, a conversation that started off fine turned out to become a nightmare to myself. it transpired to something about a communication student being almighty (which was instigated by yours truly) for the first part of it. Well it was my err for doing something like that. oh well. can blame no one. thats why i hate online chats. views do not get passed correctly, the individual at the other end reads emotions thru text. go figure.

Well the second part was even more colourful than the first. I made a "judgement" about her. telling her that by talking to her, and observing her i could tell she was from poly. well. obviously there is some bad blood here. the conversation transgressed into a major quarell. like we knew each other for ages already. BWAHAHA. guess there's some kinda chemistry here. haha. well. sorry girl. wasn't meant to be like that. cheers to the first serious conversation.

and by any standards with anyone, do I have a sense of humour? people save me. I feel so.... accused. ARHG!

coincidence or fate.

Boy was i really happy when i saw her again yesterday night. The last time i saw her was at the stupid ssa party. well hope things go fine. *smiles

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Halloween in April and School Uni Night





It was halloween night party at Nayla's and the night after was School Uniform night at the FAMILY. haha. a lil dressing up wun kill anyone right ;P haha. i look good as a school kid. evergreen. haha oh ya and i straightened my hair before the school uni night. but guess it flopped when i danced too much. haha

made the day B.E.A.utiful



do you know the feeling? the feeling that you get when you have been waiting for someone to call ya. the longing kind of feeling. well I guess everyday everyone has to juggle with that. So pick up that MF phone and make the call to the other person. that's what I did at 2245.

Well. She did receive the Lindt that I left outside 2705. phew. at least my efforts didn't go to waste. thanks to Sue who walked with me to River City. made me pull up that wimpy courage to do it. The conversation was sweet. This made my day. Period.

It is a long day today. I interviewed Peter Haskey. A quadraplegic from nipples down. He is a really nice guy. He was offering free accomodation in a caravan at his place on the condition that the tenant takes care of him on alternate weeks. I was really tempted to stay in the caravan man. living the life man. HAVE YOU EVER STAYED IN A CARAVAN BEFORE!? NO! this is the golden ticket. but I dunt have a chance to. if I can totally cut off my lease from here this shit hole I will move in immediately to the caravan. Its a lifetime opportunity man. Anyway, Peter has a sad but inspiring story to tell.

Peter got into a horse incident that caused compression fractures in his 6th cervical spinal bone in his 20s. From the interview, I understood that he coped with the condition quite well and made the most out of what he has left. It touched my heart. From his clear blue eyes, I could see his remorse but I couldn't hear his lament. Pity is the last thing he needs. He is now teaching english in the city to asian fellas. President of "ROSTRUM", something like toastmasters. He is also preparing a set of lectures that talks about Australians to the world. titled "Australian Australian"

THe concept of "ma"









The concept of "ma" is almost one that is fluff to the uneducated and untrained eye. it is the substance within the emptiness and the matter between the void. It is the soul of the body. the moon or sun between the doors.

feel the zen.... ..... hummmmmmmmmm

Monday, May 08, 2006

Doug : good proj mate



It's nice to know at least a few aussie's are concerned about work. haha. alright the situation is like this. Everyone in the video production group thought that this week there is nothing to hand up. But! douglas gilliet, a true blue aussie alerted all of us! yeah. cheers mate. We ended up getting the script from hardworking and ready-to-go rachel and we dished up the shotlist and schedule in like two hours. hope things go fine tmr. I bet we need to do more changes.

Doug just shaved his head for a luekemia charity event. yeah. good on ya doug. cheers. may the force be with you.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Around my sch. before meeting Suah



There is a botanic gardens around one of my campuses in the city.
Its nice.

There are many water coolers in Brisbane city. the water is fine but look at the water cooler.

There are barnacles growing on it. EEEeek. but still i drank from it. haha. sgboy rules.

Buddha's birthday +1,2,3








It’s Buddha’s birthday! That’s what they call it. Not vesak day. Haha.

Well what a good way to celebrate Buddha’s birthday with loads of commercialism.(socks picture)

Haha. Cynic as it seems there were carnival like stuff going on.

Just the kinda life aussies need. Yeah. Things that families can do together.

In the midst of it all were performances from singh, malays, christians.

There was even a rock band playing on another corner. Yeah.

And what a way to end it with. 15 minutes of fireworks. Yesterday night and tonight.
Trigger happy. Haha.