something nice happened today warmed my heart

I was at my aunt's void deck. I saw this little indian boy buying something at the local snack shop. when i turned to face the lift away from him, I heard. "its ok, you are my friend. I buy for you." Immediately, I turned around and tried to see who the snack was for. he was walking beside another little malay boy. and they were both smiling. elated I am with the scene of pure innocence and friendship.

somehow i romanticized that they met and played around the playground every night and became friends. It warms my heart to know that friendships are still being forged in void decks of HDBs. i think about the times when i played soccer with the rest of my primary school classmates at the slope of block 46. I think of the other kids I played soccer with and didn't know their names. I wish that they are doing well in whatever they are doing now.

I saw Eusoff,my classmate in primary 1 and 2. I can recognise him. But I doubt he does to me. But I was happy when I saw him. he was a less than mediocre student back in primary school. always kena scolding from Ms Lum Choi Yun, my form teacher then. Always wondered how the society would treat him. At a young age, and as the class monitor *yaya me* I always kinda protected the minority and the weak. But yet I didnt know what I could do. but today, I am happy to see him all grown up. I am happy. Delta Circus Primary School! yeah

i think the school song goes something like that

We pledge our school to support,
with faithful honest spirit true.
to do the very best, with faith and honour for you.
determination we will have.
in order that, we may progress with consideration for others,
and we strive for successssss.
in work and play, rugged and robust we will be,
in preparation for the dayyyyy,
when we serrrrrrr-vvvvve our country.

NIGHT!

u said

dont compare or pitch yourself with someone that is less of u. u wont improve and it is pointless

... ... ...

pocket me from tribulations

sleeve up so i miss the scars

shirt keeps yous underneath

tie me up so blind me

unbutton to let it go

song rec

blardy sam hehe ask me listen to this song.
make me even more emo.

8/18/2008 11:37:56 PM Samuel Hehe to Jae "like very angry but still very romantic"

well said. and relates.

in contemplation

this is different. when you are constantly pushed to pick up the phone and call someone you dont know.

this is different. when you are constantly monitored if you are doing something constructive.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking on your toes with with your nerves wrecking like bush whackers.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by yourself to move one step closer to closing.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by your neighbour to bring in the next deal.

this is different. when you are constantly on the look out after work for new business opportunities.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking about how to seal the next deal tomorrow.

this is different. when you are constantly reminding yourself that this is going to be worth it.

this is not different. I know I can do it. and so can you.

loves to all the JWW readers. I am thinking of you peeps and my blessings.

no how?

no pang chance one. just pia all the way. no use trying to be nice to leave some fish for others. just catch everything first and eat them slowly. no such thing as teamwork market. PIA PIA PIA! chop chop chop chop CHOOOOOOOOP!

Mw

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