Wednesday, January 30, 2008

my birthday wish list.

My 25th Birthday List. HAHA. Can't believe I am writing this down.

But here it goes.
1. Macbook Air
2. Handphone
3. Watch
4. Porsche
5. True Friendships
6. Rest
7. A+ for FYP!
8. Good health and Prosperity (cos my birthday falls on the first day of CNY!)
9. A genuinely happy 2008
10. Love
11. BIG ANG POWS!!
12. Happiness
13. Peace
14. I dont know what else.

Ha. I just want zen. and peace.

Friday, January 25, 2008

thank god i didnt die today

I was distracted by my specs that was flying from the left of my dashboard to the drivers side. and i looked at my specs the flew to my right side of my seat. I was doing a left turn into AYE Tuas from school. and the next thing i knew i mounted the curb on the right side. the freaking wall was so near me from the drivers seat. luckily I swerved back onto the road.
thank god i didnt die. first thing on my mind.
second thing. fuck my dad is going to kill me.
third. how much the repair gonna cost. damn it.

so i finally know, the research money is for paying this repairs. damn.
I am sibei suay.
yesterday the stupid crazy bitch. today this.

GOD please dont do this to me.
New year coming. must do alot of things to change my luck!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Yesterday just wasnt my day.

I was supposed to get the legal documents signed by my models today. and so after getting my hair cut at far east and meeting danny for dinner, we decided to walk towards suntec to bala where i can meet destiny and boonseer to sign the release forms. and that is when things start to go downhill........ I already had a very very long day....

we were passing MacDonald house and then ALL OF A SUDDEN... this 50plus auntie started to scold me. "F*#^ YOU! you get aids. f... you. ........ you f... your moth..r and ......." When it comes to family, it means war for me. I exploded and "F back" and then I told her i was going to call the police. She ran onto the road and shouted "Call la! MY husband is an ex police Inspector. I am not afraid. I call the police! I call the police!" while in the middle of the road. for a moment i was thinking. please dont get knocked down by a car. cos i dont want to have trauma. And I was shouting also."you are so going to lose this when the police comes"

well! to my surprise a police car that was on patrol was THERE! and it pulled over! the coporal and the sergeant came out. as the coporal approached us, me and danny were like telling him the situation. Then that stupid bitch kept shouting behind us "DONT LIE DONT LIE. WANT TO FIGHT RIGHT! THEN NOW NO GUTS! DONT GO AWAY!" then to my awe! the sergeant SHOUTED "LADY! PLEASE DONT SHOUT! I AM WARNING YOU FOR THE LAST TIME!" at the top of his voice....... ok thanks to the sergeant. I found this part quite amusing.

So me and danny decided that it is stupid to hang on. we left our details to the police officer. but if she press charges she'll be the one in shit as she broke at least 2 of the 4 elements of DEFEMATION! ha! but then again she might not even have the money to pay for defemation charges. anyway after a while i realised she reeked of a smell of a HOBO. so i concluded she must be not in the right frame of mind. meaning she is SIAO. so we decided to leave and rush to meet desti. and then to my amazement, she followed and say "DONT GO! NOW NO GUTS TO STAY! yadayada.. you get the picture." and deep in my mind then, i was thinking. what happen to the earlier fiasco with my family members. CRAZY BITCH!

FUC-ing bitch. I am reallly really damn angry. even until now. my whole body is red with blood pumped. its like the last time.

this kind of things seems to happen once in a while to me. the last time was in brissy. haha. funnny as hell and yet damn bloody irritating.

and when i finally reach BALA. I am really tired. Met desti and sent a wrong msg to her. I apologize.

and then now. i have to prep for tmr's 刷屁屁。damnit. in a while... i am tired from the whole fiasco with stuff today.

i will do the self assessment later for frazer. man. low morale.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

刷好屁屁准备啦!

赶紧准备好一切开始刷屁屁。 东西做不好,就要受教训。 oh no.

Monday, January 21, 2008

favest song for now

here are my favourtie-est songs for these few weeks!

MUSE-Starlight


Peter, Bjorn & John - Young Folks


thanks gary for telling me the song title for young folks

Facebook compromised.

my FACEBook account was compromised. something or someone hacked into my account and posted stupid adverts on others wall. damn it.

Anyway GYSB, getyoursexyback is going outdoors and will need all the support of friends and family. please lend me your helping hands once more.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

achmed the terrorist.



haha! SILENCE! I KILL YOU!

Friday, January 18, 2008

friends

looking back in life, there are some friends that you wished you had not spoiled the friendship because of stupid reasons, like money, ambition, girls, competition what not. I personally try to not lose any friends that i have along the way. at least i try. It is also part of me to try to amend things when things have gone wrong. I wish everyone would give everyone a chance. I mean we were once good friends weren't we? why cant things be okay between people and not try to shun people. shall we? I mean we all have our ego, but ego is only worth how much a person can pay u monetarily, to some extent. so why be bought over? just live with it move on and build a better world. Pay it forward.

life should be happy and not jaded. I remember the lift I got from PK he was saying. "If you look at singaporeans on the road. they all look sad, depressed or angry. no one smiles." I agree with him. Shall we all smile more. and not throw others weird looks when they are smiling to themselves. lets live in a happy society. I notice it because i smile to myself when i think of happy stuff. but people just say this guy SIAO! come on. singaporeans should wake up their minds and open up their hearts.

"let out your inner child" "everything is gonna be alright"

so world hold on.... jaes wicked world.

Monday, January 14, 2008

HELP!

ARGH!!! fark! pple are sending out quantifying emails to me to say they are not at fault! for gods sake i am pleading. PLS STOP FARKING ME UP!!! GAWD!stop please~~ ! i beg u. please be responsive.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Ladder Thoery

I am reading this website that Lesley refered. haha. interesting pull out quote.

http://laddertheory.com/

"
Dreams of a Final Theory

I think is very very close to a final analysis of how a woman's rating system works. If you are very attractive, rich, and novel and show no interest in her she is almost guaranteed to want to fuck you. Indeed, isn't this the very definition of Alpha Male? In this way we have derived from our theoretical framework an idea that agrees with observation and experiment to many degrees of accuracy. It also provides a frameowrk for the Logic. Strive to be attractive, novel and aloof and you will go far.
"

Monday, January 07, 2008

I HATE IT!

I hate not being able to get the required people to get things done by the required time! IT SUCKS AND IT IS NOT EASY! darn! god please help me with this.
this is causing so much pain to me and GYSB. PLEASE GOD HELP!

IT WAS ALREADY IN ALL MY PREVIOUS MAILS! WHY? AND NOW THE ENTIRE THING IS GETTING F*#KED! ARGH!

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Resolutions.

so many things happened.
I am down. I am tired.
I have things to do. have to gear up.
I am Jaeded.

Thembi and Bulelwa had this 3 Ds to change thing.
1 - Decision - you have to decide to want to change
2 - Dedication - you have to be dedictated to your change.
3 - Discipline - well self explanatory. I may have gotten the last D wrong.

AND As thembi put it, it is hard to fulfill a definitive resolution. So here are my bunch of general sounding ones.
1) I have to decide what I want to do after I grad.
2) I will not get into shitty situations romantically.
3) I will love my friends and family many many.
4) I will try to meet up with friends as much as I can. SO DONT PUSH ME!
5) I will live healthier than I was in 2007. I MUST!
6) I WILL BE HAPPIER THAN I WAS IN 2007! 2008 YEAH!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

dbl o new year eve 08'

one word. ugly girls. haha. but i had fun. same same dancing away.