I look around me again to see the faces I saw for the past 3 years. the jae-ded-ness in their eyes. people not talking to people that they were once familiar with at a point in their academic lives. it further saddens me to how a society can be this fake and yet thrive. wicked isnt it? maybe one of the readers here can enlighten me... for i am jae-ded. is this considered fake then? or is it just a sign of people getting too wary of others? preventing themselves from getting their egos hurt?
Mark's class is making me worry about my past entries about some specific people. maybe its time to delete them? haha. SIM.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
in closing..... an beginning
as this chapter closes. wickedness surrounds. things that are left untold have surfaced to light and has undone what has been tigthened for so long.
happy for he is not as he is jae-ded. sad for he is neither as he is numb. ditched the piece he did not for he has given up.
feather it is for now till the next torrent comes.
wicked times shrouds as the inevitable period approaches. but light shall prevail with the fellowship that is formed.
happy for he is not as he is jae-ded. sad for he is neither as he is numb. ditched the piece he did not for he has given up.
feather it is for now till the next torrent comes.
wicked times shrouds as the inevitable period approaches. but light shall prevail with the fellowship that is formed.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
...
I wonder how fake can things get. how mindfucked can i get. nightmares even. god. help me end this.
anyway loof was great. all thanks to danny. we even had the 'I "heart" FYP' badge.
i was thinking about all the cliques in school. and i wonder why there seemed to be so much differences between everyone. i mean all of us are in our early 20s already. and its not like we have not seen enough movies or experiences with other people. WHY AREN'T PEOPLE TALKING TO PEOPLE? even after 3 years of education and after seeing everyone else in school for the past 3 years.
yes there is bad blood between some people. but why the silence even when there is no bad blood? why am i not talking to stanley in school? why is almost everyone not talking to samantha in school? and even nathan. I cant help but think that the school is filled with alot of ego pple. Not that they are bad people, you know. being egotistical doesnt mean u are a mean person. like i myself admit that i have an ego. and maybe thats the reason why i dont talk to some people. oh well. i promise to be better from now on. hope you will too.
schools going to be challenging this sem. too all you fellow mates. strive on. and we all know... we love FYP!! :P
anyway loof was great. all thanks to danny. we even had the 'I "heart" FYP' badge.
i was thinking about all the cliques in school. and i wonder why there seemed to be so much differences between everyone. i mean all of us are in our early 20s already. and its not like we have not seen enough movies or experiences with other people. WHY AREN'T PEOPLE TALKING TO PEOPLE? even after 3 years of education and after seeing everyone else in school for the past 3 years.
yes there is bad blood between some people. but why the silence even when there is no bad blood? why am i not talking to stanley in school? why is almost everyone not talking to samantha in school? and even nathan. I cant help but think that the school is filled with alot of ego pple. Not that they are bad people, you know. being egotistical doesnt mean u are a mean person. like i myself admit that i have an ego. and maybe thats the reason why i dont talk to some people. oh well. i promise to be better from now on. hope you will too.
schools going to be challenging this sem. too all you fellow mates. strive on. and we all know... we love FYP!! :P
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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