SG again

I am beginning to feel the toll of flying too much. that means i am not suited to be an air steward. haha.

well well. now i finally know my roots that i am based in Guangzhou and that my grand father's relatives have already dissappered from this world. i feel more rooted.

the next would be the trip back to taiwan to take a look at my mum's side of the equation.

life takes a stand still as we take it in to enjoy the times when we chill. its not too bad. but slacking too long and not doing shit IS shit. so i've gotta start moving my ass around more.

do unto others what they do to you? feel what they feel.

once again... ... rantings

well well. its been a long time. now i am back in singapore, but tomorrow i am going back to Guangzhou with my dad to search for our relatives. haha. well well. its going to be yet another trip to middle kingdom.

reading my previous posts.... i realise angst is such a stupid feeling that anyone shouldbe feeling. but hey, if we never did felt angsty then.... we wouldnt know how sweet happiness is. right!?

like if we never felt pain... we wouldnt know how good being pain free feels ... right? haha. yeap.
or like if we never had diarrhea we wouldnt appreciate normal bowel movements. as discussed with whye. haha. :)

oh. i love singapore.