china

alright. tat is michael. the english/british that is working with me. he is like a mentor here to me.

good man n single. always singing... "when you're smiling" in office. has a very unique last name... cannon. hmmm he fang da pao also quite power.

lunch time today I saw the remneants of a bad accident. a bike was knocked by a 5 tonner truck. the wfeels r all bent. see the red circle. according too michael. every few months a huge accident happens. according to jiping n jessy. road accidents kill thousands of pple in shenzhen. n mike thinks its cos the chinese here think they're iron man.

I will never ever want to land into such trouble here. *touch wood.

n lastly, tats me.duh.

they weree impressed with how i held the audience during the demo today. but they dunno that, that is how i present normally. haha. not everyone presents like jae... lalalalala..... :P i m c0cky . so wat!

wicked day.

blog ah blog. ni ting de dao wo ma?

internship=messed up
relationship=cocking up
Me = big time fucked up
all of you have friends to talk to when you have issues right?
I too. jaeswickedworld listens to me everytime I feel like talking to someone in china.
Shenzhen people are too caught up with their own things. Not as friendly as Aussie of cos.
apart from that only vagabonds like me would understand how it feels. you need not empathize, cos u have your own issues. I understand fully. different people have different tolerance. I guess mine is higher.


All I want is to steal a few seconds of your time to hear you. not to get recognition, not to be reaffirmed. just hear u even for 3 seconds. I m content. can i not be offered this small amont of time.?

MSN n internet is indeed fucking me up. i m a slave of technology. Somebody save me. I m lost.

wicked, freezin, jaes world

dejavu

We took this on 21st Oct

it felt like that day when I was walking alone on King George Square and met Bill Berry today. But I din speak to no homeless this time around. I was definitely feeling shitty with everything happening. first I got up real early today to prep for a presentation at 9am, which was cancelled at 845am. All hyped to nothing. and I spent the rest of the day bickering and trying to get my frycking internet access up in the office.(its still not up) And I have to handle the fucking msn logging on and off, and at the same time i cant send any msg to anyone. F F F F F F F!

I am feeling so shitty. I had lunch with the others but it felt like I was having lunch alone. The fucking cinas here have no intent of service. esp the security, I wonder why they are paid. they know nothing. fucking nothing. Seems like their job is to only to watch the fucking small door of my block and the ones at my work place watches the people for the work badge which can be easily printed and for pple like me who smuggle food in openly and stop them.

I din feel like buying dinner at the work-canteen cos the food looks shitty and I am in need of comfort food. In the end, I decided to cook instant noodles at home with a big pieces of pork that I bought from the super market downstairs. I was contemplating the tsingtao beer and chocolates. which in the end i succumbed. But I consumed none of them cos I lost the mood to feel lousy.

:) wicked world it is.
I just finished watching this B grade film called Lightspeed from www.kankan.com. this website is fantastic. haha

me

i simply miss my hair. don't ya?

shenzhen

Thats the view of my place that i am staying at. hehee. Yup. and then i just had to take a photo at the hospital where i did my medical check up in chins. the ensligh is

amazing. haha.

wicked.

pics. haha

i m in shenzhen now

hey everyone on jaeswickedworld. sorry that i have been MIAing. (MIA=Missing In Action) i m now spotting short hair once again. furthermore i m now residing in pollution-full shenzhen.
i will update with spectacular fotos. now i m feeling a lil miserable. but i love my current gf now. hehe.

those are my boys. haha. all are present except JM. idiot.