I have very good friends.

Well, I am generally a very friendly person. Though work has taken alot of me and my social life when I was in Meltwater for the past year or so.

That aside. 

Now, It seems that many are very mistaken about the very occupation of a planner. Many are answering the call with a "twang" that I have never ever heard of when I called them in the past. "Yes~ You call me~~ Why ah~?" zzzzzzzz. Which is kinda weird by any standards. sometimes, it does put me off. But yes, I understand how you feel too.

Guys Girls, the profession in itself has been on going for donkey years, don't let your pre-conceived notions determine what you may or may not hear from someone else. We all know, bad stories spread further than the good ones. 坏事传千里 Triumphant stories are belittled and labelled, in many ways that the human mind can conceive. ("oh cos he is a salesman la", "oh cos she looks good la", "oh cos she has a rich god mother la", "oh cos he knows a lot of bosses la", etc) Look, people like us, will do well no matter what, it's just a matter we do well together with you. We chose to do well, with you in the picture.  Does that makes sense to you?

Do understand we can call the many others we know or even not know. 

I come from a background where I can make 150 calls a day easily, sometimes even more. I can do that easily.  

But I chose you. Because you are worth it.

I just wanna bitch

Lately, there was a new recent inclusion into the circle. I don't know where this person came from, but he is definitely pissing me off. The very sight of it turns me off and the actions it "monkeys" makes my hair stand. Every follicle of it.

Obnoxious. "extra-ordinarily stubborn" like how Ah Wang puts it. LOUD. and bad influence to the circle. bringing bad habits, bad hangouts and talks with a big bad mouth. Think wolf from the red riding hood.

well. Time will tell the truth. I hope my hypothesis is wrong of it. but I doubt it would win me over.

Transitions - Tap my Brains.

First and Foremost.
"We shouldn't be thinking too much."
I believe things will find its way and what will be will be.
I have faith.

I have decided to embark on the next part of my career and life.
People out there, please tap my brains. Its for farming. :)
I would be available.
This step that I have taken... It would be a bull run all the way!


WICKED WORLD! >> HERE I COME!

people in my life. :)

I am not going to put anything on :)

It is true, i miss u.
But sometimes I wonder if things could happen again. bring us back to where we started. I think it would be noting short of amazing.

It's nice to see this side of you that I never saw back then. Heart warming and it touches me. I am happy that we are now here. I hope you are too.

:) Jae's wicked world.

Men are fickle.

Men are fickle.
In a matter of days, love can be transferred from one object of affection to another.
Men are fickle.
In a matter of minutes, affection can be showered upon one and shifted to another.
Men are fickle.
In a matter of seconds, what is felt now, is all forgotten and left behind, from one to another.

Who's to blame for changing hearts. No one, as Men are fickle; you are and so am I.


BKK and HK back to back with some of the closest people that I have right now.
HK experience: unspeakable, somewhere only we know.
BKK experience: idiots having fun together, priceless.
This Friday, it's gonna be my brother's wedding and then its down to serious business, no more slacking.


P.S. People who can't write decent English irritate me to the core.

Choices - wake up - wake up 2010.

Hey ya all.
Hope 2010 has been good for yas.
Anyways, it has been a hectic 2009, but I am certain 2010 will be better.
Full of ups and equaled by more downs.
Many things happened through the last quarter of this year, some of which I would believe are more disappointing than I thought it would be.

Thinking that the time spent with someone would change them for the better in terms of making choices in life... ... I was wrong.
Humans tend to veer towards things that they are more familiar with, people that they are more common with, things/people that they are used to, hanging out with the crowd/nest that they are so used to, going back to their old habits, backsliding to their sins... ... all because of ... comfort? ... loneliness?
I don't know. We've all made mistakes in our lives, but do we go back to them and dig a deeper hole the next time we encounter it? I guess this is the thing that I hope all of us do spend a little time thinking.

Honestly, I haven't been making the best choice in one of my aspects in life, that's one of my resolutions in life now. Perhaps, the biggest.

I just realized I didn't set any resolutions for 2010. " k k k " possibly because of the state of "whiteness" in my life now. But I know this would only be temporal.

Time to wake up. :)


HK was bitter sweet. Emotions and feelings were lost to the world of translation. The time and distance that parted us collapsed into about 72 hours. The level of comfort is beyond given the time spent away for more than 3 years. It's truly Jae's wicked world playing with me. I am glad things happened and I hope it will again.

Little gestures tickle me. Simple words amaze me.


Waiting on the World to Change- John Mayer + lyrics