long time no sad

Its been a long time since i feel sad. everything is chumming together. D, H, Ub, Y, Sc... man. if I can only have more time for myself and my work and motivation to get things started. i dunno if everyone elses has times like that... but i know that stupid idiot does. oh well. anyway stupid idiot.... believe me k. the internship is driving me crazy. and school hasnt been good for me too. I had the worst dreams last night . the PR piece was crap and it made me have this ever flowing microsoft word view whenever i closed my eyes. GOD! for a moment i really thought i got psychosis. wicked wicked wicked