everyday now

now everyday. everyday u see arrows pointing downwards. everyday they highlight charts after charts. why didn't this appear earlier when it was already falling? oh well. whatever. i dont know but u see it yeah.

i hate this.

freak

dont take my financial outlooks seriously.

i am not financially trained.

clear and present danger

its funny how the media now is not even highlighting that the financial crisis is very much gonna hit big time.

there are all these tell tale signs right from the beginning, when Freddie and Fannie were going down.
and even b4 that the market was already sliding and the gold was already rising and fixed commodities also.
but yet, during the NDR2008, it was only hinted...
well of course it is a move to not create a state of hysteria and small time vendors from a sudden fit to throw away all their shares in a shot. and not only that other bigger holders might just do to try to cash in on whatever that's left.
of course.. i am not affected cos i haven't got enough money floating around on indexes to be affected much. but if u were someone with alot of money stuck on the lines... would you risk it? i dont know. but i havent got much faith within this coming 5-6 months or so.
govt's know how to play the game i say.

country's indexes are kept up not only by media but also the performance of our neighboring indexes.
thus, it is definite that we should try to spend wisely.

I just hope it doesnt affect the region too too much... cos i am after all in sales. and it depends on the outlook of the situation. if the media starts to playup the downturn so much..... i am afraid people would be more and more thrifty. tts not god for me.

i dont know. but lets hope. it doesnt fall too much. anyway boys and girls. hang on to your jobs.

finally it has got to me.

finally it has got to me that this is the reality of it all.
somehow i hate to watch romantic programs that feed you the situation that is happening all around you.
and yet u know it sucks but u still hang on to it.
i wont know whats the best way to deal with things. just wished that things in life were much simpler u know.

Word & Work

words said previously now mean nothing now.
tsk.

i still know not what to do with this.
tsk.

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works been bringing me on a roller coaster.
realizing that I am always deciding on things without knowing the real deal.
i am a person led by passion. I would consider myself being an intuitive person.
that sometimes may not be too good. but it helps u to decide.
following your heart. they say. that leads you to know that you won't be regretting what you decide upon.

sometimes we think too much about what is happening in the present and get logged down by what might happen in the future. cliche as it may sound. living the life you have now is important, cos it is present. something like that la.

so i guess what i want to say is.. yes u somehow see the future of how your life might be. but if the future doesnt look that bright ... does it mean u dont live and love your present?

tomorrow will be a better day.

god bless u guys out there.

thanks jayden. I still remember u.

something nice happened today warmed my heart

I was at my aunt's void deck. I saw this little indian boy buying something at the local snack shop. when i turned to face the lift away from him, I heard. "its ok, you are my friend. I buy for you." Immediately, I turned around and tried to see who the snack was for. he was walking beside another little malay boy. and they were both smiling. elated I am with the scene of pure innocence and friendship.

somehow i romanticized that they met and played around the playground every night and became friends. It warms my heart to know that friendships are still being forged in void decks of HDBs. i think about the times when i played soccer with the rest of my primary school classmates at the slope of block 46. I think of the other kids I played soccer with and didn't know their names. I wish that they are doing well in whatever they are doing now.

I saw Eusoff,my classmate in primary 1 and 2. I can recognise him. But I doubt he does to me. But I was happy when I saw him. he was a less than mediocre student back in primary school. always kena scolding from Ms Lum Choi Yun, my form teacher then. Always wondered how the society would treat him. At a young age, and as the class monitor *yaya me* I always kinda protected the minority and the weak. But yet I didnt know what I could do. but today, I am happy to see him all grown up. I am happy. Delta Circus Primary School! yeah

i think the school song goes something like that

We pledge our school to support,
with faithful honest spirit true.
to do the very best, with faith and honour for you.
determination we will have.
in order that, we may progress with consideration for others,
and we strive for successssss.
in work and play, rugged and robust we will be,
in preparation for the dayyyyy,
when we serrrrrrr-vvvvve our country.

NIGHT!

u said

dont compare or pitch yourself with someone that is less of u. u wont improve and it is pointless

... ... ...

pocket me from tribulations

sleeve up so i miss the scars

shirt keeps yous underneath

tie me up so blind me

unbutton to let it go

song rec

blardy sam hehe ask me listen to this song.
make me even more emo.

8/18/2008 11:37:56 PM Samuel Hehe to Jae "like very angry but still very romantic"

well said. and relates.

in contemplation

this is different. when you are constantly pushed to pick up the phone and call someone you dont know.

this is different. when you are constantly monitored if you are doing something constructive.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking on your toes with with your nerves wrecking like bush whackers.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by yourself to move one step closer to closing.

this is different. when you are constantly being pressured by your neighbour to bring in the next deal.

this is different. when you are constantly on the look out after work for new business opportunities.

this is different. when you are constantly thinking about how to seal the next deal tomorrow.

this is different. when you are constantly reminding yourself that this is going to be worth it.

this is not different. I know I can do it. and so can you.

loves to all the JWW readers. I am thinking of you peeps and my blessings.

no how?

no pang chance one. just pia all the way. no use trying to be nice to leave some fish for others. just catch everything first and eat them slowly. no such thing as teamwork market. PIA PIA PIA! chop chop chop chop CHOOOOOOOOP!

Mw

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Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

tis the season ....

for breakups... . .. and emotional turmoil.
so many relationships around me and my friends are facing the trials of time and society.
so many friends around me are facing issues that they have never faced for a good 20 years of their lives.
why......

maybe cos this is the time when we move on to another phase of our lives.... stepping on into society and embracing it all! HAH. perspectives changes. lifestyles changes. stress levels changes. income changes. friends changes. environment changes. responsibility changes. health changes. time changes.... everything.

when we are faced with such changes... do we take it up in our stride and move on to become a stronger person...... amidst adversity would we crumble and get left in the dust.

friends..... lets all be strong. there are times where we need other friends around to hear us. lend a ear to somebody today. but dont forget to let out what is inside u.. to someone that lends u the ear. (this sounds like some social campaign, could be an FYP idea! ha!)

thanks bro for offering yours today without me wanting to. appreciate it.

chapter ....

can't wait for things to start and things to change.

this time, i know it will be different.

version change! yea. come on me.

SuDDen

Suddenly I just thought of my trip to Sydney and I recalled spending a wicked time with Keith and Drew watching Superman.... DRUNK! hahaha. kickass stuff.

ALSO!
at 3 monkeys with Shimpei, Neha and Seema! great dinner with them at where they worked.

splendid time with Buddy Ben at his place and the places for makan.


thanks peeps of syd. love ya'll. hope you've been great and fine.

ups and downs.

the week was kinda like a roller coaster of events in life.

early week i saw the passing of one of my close mate's mum.
its sad to see something so heart breaking going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. we didn't really know what to do at a time like that. my condolences goes to the family. through all the emotions, the family's bond proves strong. amidst the weary faces, you see strength and love in their eyes.
don't worry jam. she is watching over you. like always.

end week i saw the union of one of my close school mates.
it was great to see something so heart warming going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. I did know what to do this time round, to be joyous and merry. My blessings go to the happily married couple. through the emotions, the family's bond is strong. the couple is visibly tired from the entire day, which started at 8am in the morning, till the entire process ended at about 9pm. but amidst the weary faces, you see bliss and hope in their eyes. For such a joyous occasion, thoughts of joy,love and excitement fills you to the veins. my hair was standing when they took their vows, it touched my heart to see two individuals know that they are with the one.

with all my blessings. Edwin(uncle) and Eunice! happily ever after!

rant: Gaia

Extreme cynicism has brought heaps of thoughts: one of which.

The world is getting overpopulated.
With all scientific equations, they work to find an equilibrium to level the weight on both sides.
The world is counter-acting. Tell tale signs. Climate change. Food crisis. Deadly diseases. Earthquakes. Hurricanes. Crazy people blowing themselves up.

With all these things happening, the earth population is still growing exponentially. I really think we may not live to see the next century. pessimism aside, I do believe that science will be able to find solutions that may shift the critical mass to tip the tolerance of the equilibrium. or either that... an earth shaking catastrophe that would wipe out a huge number of people on Gaia. That will set things to a halt for Gaia to heal.

She is crying. all the world leaders admit that there is a problem. But none of them would want to sacrifice national development over the state of the Earth. They feel that it is not their responsibility. Third world will feel that they have the "right" to develop, and the first world should slow down. Fat Hope.

Personal opinion: no administration is going to do anything substantial. Gaia will fall within my lifetime. our lifetime. sad to say. i am a pessimist.


what do you think?

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