It's been trying

lately.....

there will be sunshine after the rain. tumultuous month to go and I have to finish up what i need to do.

anyone has referrals for me? :)
Life goes on....

Jae's wicked world.

So far.....

things has been going good so far i guess.
Thanks to alot of faith and determination and support from family, friends and colleauges. thanks everyone.
Its been 9 tough months this year.
I've accomplished more than $100k in value in contacts.
I've to give myself a pat on the back. :)

Thanks 小鸭 :)

I AM TALKING TO YOU FREAK

sigh... another one bites the dust.s

I HIT TarGET FINALLY!

6 months of stress released in one afternoon. indulgence in exhilaration lead to extreme fatigue for the arvo. thanks to all that spurred me on.

time to press on and pin more deals.

MGMT "Kids" Video

This is gonna be the next hit. for sure.

doo doo doo doo doo doo doooo doo dooooo ......... escape.

Jaeded

super jaded by BS. what a bad timing to start our first jobs in such a climate. freakz.

4 Xmases

Awesome movie.
extremely witty conversation by vince vaughan. extremely believable scenarios for current couples.
its been a long time since I laughed so much in a movie and forgot about things happening around.
intelligent references to current things happening in the world today.
watch it.
well worth the time.
funny and yet heart warming.

if you are considering what to watch if u can only spare time to watch one movie baby. please go watch this. i know you will love it and laugh your stupid laugh.

5 out of 5.

closed song! yeah!

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

It deserves a post.

This CD has been on repeat for the past 3 weeks! hah

Roman Cavalry Choir's singing !

We all need a break from things

Things are happening around that make u sad and down sometimes. right?
There is more to to things in life than harping on setbacks and things that put you emotionally or physically down.
Its how we pick ourselves from from the dust and work towards making things better.

Doing bad at work... pep yourself up and move on to the next task to prove yourself better.
Having a lousy time developing a good friendship with one of your "friends"... invest your time in other friends that have the time for you. it would 1. do you good. 2. expand your social circle. 3. do your other friends good cos you are a serious friend.
being brought a few notches down due to something at home... pep yourself up cos people around you genuinely do care for you and want you to be strong as well. cos when they've seen that you are beginning to cope better with things, things would soon come easier for you and your friends to come back to your life.


there are better things in life to do than to harp on negative things. as edmund says. focus on the positive energy and the positive karma will flow to you. focus on the negative and you would attract all the negative energy around you.

I rather be in the former. have to try to stay out of the negative cloud. so should everyone else.

everyday now

now everyday. everyday u see arrows pointing downwards. everyday they highlight charts after charts. why didn't this appear earlier when it was already falling? oh well. whatever. i dont know but u see it yeah.

i hate this.

freak

dont take my financial outlooks seriously.

i am not financially trained.

clear and present danger

its funny how the media now is not even highlighting that the financial crisis is very much gonna hit big time.

there are all these tell tale signs right from the beginning, when Freddie and Fannie were going down.
and even b4 that the market was already sliding and the gold was already rising and fixed commodities also.
but yet, during the NDR2008, it was only hinted...
well of course it is a move to not create a state of hysteria and small time vendors from a sudden fit to throw away all their shares in a shot. and not only that other bigger holders might just do to try to cash in on whatever that's left.
of course.. i am not affected cos i haven't got enough money floating around on indexes to be affected much. but if u were someone with alot of money stuck on the lines... would you risk it? i dont know. but i havent got much faith within this coming 5-6 months or so.
govt's know how to play the game i say.

country's indexes are kept up not only by media but also the performance of our neighboring indexes.
thus, it is definite that we should try to spend wisely.

I just hope it doesnt affect the region too too much... cos i am after all in sales. and it depends on the outlook of the situation. if the media starts to playup the downturn so much..... i am afraid people would be more and more thrifty. tts not god for me.

i dont know. but lets hope. it doesnt fall too much. anyway boys and girls. hang on to your jobs.

finally it has got to me.

finally it has got to me that this is the reality of it all.
somehow i hate to watch romantic programs that feed you the situation that is happening all around you.
and yet u know it sucks but u still hang on to it.
i wont know whats the best way to deal with things. just wished that things in life were much simpler u know.

Word & Work

words said previously now mean nothing now.
tsk.

i still know not what to do with this.
tsk.

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works been bringing me on a roller coaster.
realizing that I am always deciding on things without knowing the real deal.
i am a person led by passion. I would consider myself being an intuitive person.
that sometimes may not be too good. but it helps u to decide.
following your heart. they say. that leads you to know that you won't be regretting what you decide upon.

sometimes we think too much about what is happening in the present and get logged down by what might happen in the future. cliche as it may sound. living the life you have now is important, cos it is present. something like that la.

so i guess what i want to say is.. yes u somehow see the future of how your life might be. but if the future doesnt look that bright ... does it mean u dont live and love your present?

tomorrow will be a better day.

god bless u guys out there.

thanks jayden. I still remember u.

something nice happened today warmed my heart

I was at my aunt's void deck. I saw this little indian boy buying something at the local snack shop. when i turned to face the lift away from him, I heard. "its ok, you are my friend. I buy for you." Immediately, I turned around and tried to see who the snack was for. he was walking beside another little malay boy. and they were both smiling. elated I am with the scene of pure innocence and friendship.

somehow i romanticized that they met and played around the playground every night and became friends. It warms my heart to know that friendships are still being forged in void decks of HDBs. i think about the times when i played soccer with the rest of my primary school classmates at the slope of block 46. I think of the other kids I played soccer with and didn't know their names. I wish that they are doing well in whatever they are doing now.

I saw Eusoff,my classmate in primary 1 and 2. I can recognise him. But I doubt he does to me. But I was happy when I saw him. he was a less than mediocre student back in primary school. always kena scolding from Ms Lum Choi Yun, my form teacher then. Always wondered how the society would treat him. At a young age, and as the class monitor *yaya me* I always kinda protected the minority and the weak. But yet I didnt know what I could do. but today, I am happy to see him all grown up. I am happy. Delta Circus Primary School! yeah

i think the school song goes something like that

We pledge our school to support,
with faithful honest spirit true.
to do the very best, with faith and honour for you.
determination we will have.
in order that, we may progress with consideration for others,
and we strive for successssss.
in work and play, rugged and robust we will be,
in preparation for the dayyyyy,
when we serrrrrrr-vvvvve our country.

NIGHT!

u said

dont compare or pitch yourself with someone that is less of u. u wont improve and it is pointless

... ... ...

pocket me from tribulations

sleeve up so i miss the scars

shirt keeps yous underneath

tie me up so blind me

unbutton to let it go

song rec

blardy sam hehe ask me listen to this song.
make me even more emo.

8/18/2008 11:37:56 PM Samuel Hehe to Jae "like very angry but still very romantic"

well said. and relates.