Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I was just thinking

Am I less hurt this time as compared to the last? No , not really. I m in fact, more hurt than the last. But I just think this is too much for me to consider tearing. I cannot fathom myself bearing with the situation of what I have got myself into.

I see myself to be a successful person in the future in life, in love, in work.
I look forward to my own family with kids, n my lovely wife. I look forward to be financially independent. I look forward to growing old with my friends.

God please help me.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Well it's been a while....

Sorry folks for being off the radar for so long.

I m back to rantings about things in my life.

Now that blogger is on the iPhone. I can blog whenever I feel like it. Don't need to turn on the laptop anymore.

Dear friends, I miss u all. I have been really busy and distracted with other things. But I am back! And this time I hope I can take more of your time reading my rants and 2 cents worth of life.

Things have been rocky for me the past couple of months. But the most significant thing (for those who don't now me well enough, I rank relationships very high in my priority in life) I have said something rashly and kinda lost someone to me dearly. To her I want to say.

爱你不需要理由,也不用条件。我没有你的把柄,我不能给你你的Spass,但是我给你的真爱,没有任何人能取代。眼里含着泪珠的我,只能答应你我会爱着你。虽然旁观者都觉得我笨。但是我说过,你是我要的那个。没有你任何的把柄,那就是真爱,因为爱情不是个交换,而是个共存。不能说没有你我活不下去,因为这世界上不会有这种事情。我也不会知道会不会再找到象你这样让我这么痴情,那么无法止吧的爱的一个人。虽然你说要理解,你爸也说要理解,我也知道要理解。但看到你这样,我理解了,我还是心疼你的。我不能说你现在做的是对或错。因为我理解了,不能去断定或下道德观念,因为"do not judge, for one day you will be judged and you won't like it"




Thursday, July 14, 2011

First Thing Every Morning

Boss Sent me this. I like it. have to post it somewhere so i will read it again and again.

If you had a bank that credited your account each morning with $86,400 - with no balance carried from day to day -what would you do?  Well, you do have such a bank…..time.  Every morning it credits you with 86,400 seconds.Every night it rules off as "lost" whatever you have failed to use toward good purposes. It carries over no balances and allows no overdrafts.  You can't hoard it, save it, store it, loan it or invest it.You can only use it - time.

Here's a story that drives the point home.

Arthur Berry was described as "the slickest second-story man in the East," truly one of the most famous jewel thieves of all times. In his years of crime, he committed as many as 150 burglaries and stole jewels valued between $5 and $10 million. He seldom robbed from anyone not listed in the Social Register and often did his work in a tuxedo. On an occasion or two, when caught in the act of a crime by a victim, he charmed his way out of being reported to the police.

Like most people who engage in a life of crime, he was eventually caught,convicted and served 25 years in prison for his crimes. Following his release,he worked as a counterman in a roadside restaurant on the East Coast for $50 a week.

A newspaper reporter found him and interviewed him about his life. After telling about the thrilling episodes of his life he came to the conclusion of the interview saying, "I am not good at morals. But early in my life I was intelligent and clever, and I got along well with people. I think I could have made something of my life, but I didn't. So when you write the story of my life, when you tell people about all the burglaries, don't leave out the biggest one of all.....don't just tell them I robbed Jesse Livermore, the Wall Street baron or the cousin of the king of England. You tell them “Arthur Berry robbed Arthur Berry."

Here are six terrific truths about time:

*First*: *Nobody can manage time*. But you can manage those things that take up your time.

*Second*: *Time is expensive*. As a matter of fact, 80 percent of our day is spent on those things or those people that only bring us two percent of our results.

*Third*: *Time is perishable*. It cannot be saved for later use.

*Fourth*: *Time is measurable*. Everybody has the same amount of time….pauper or king. It is not how much time you have; it is how much you use.

*Fifth*: *Time is irreplaceable*. We never make back time once it is gone.

*Sixth*: *Time is a priority*. You have enough time for anything in the world,so long as it ranks high enough among your priorities.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I have very good friends.

Well, I am generally a very friendly person. Though work has taken alot of me and my social life when I was in Meltwater for the past year or so.

That aside. 
Now, It seems that many are very mistaken about the very occupation of a planner. Many are answering the call with a "twang" that I have never ever heard of when I called them in the past. "Yes~ You call me~~ Why ah~?" zzzzzzzz. Which is kinda weird by any standards. sometimes, it does put me off. But yes, I understand how you feel too.

Guys Girls, the profession in itself has been on going for donkey years, don't let your pre-conceived notions determine what you may or may not hear from someone else. We all know, bad stories spread further than the good ones. 坏事传千里 Triumphant stories are belittled and labelled, in many ways that the human mind can conceive. ("oh cos he is a salesman la", "oh cos she looks good la", "oh cos she has a rich god mother la", "oh cos he knows a lot of bosses la", etc) Look, people like us, will do well no matter what, it's just a matter we do well together with you. We chose to do well, with you in the picture.  Does that makes sense to you?

Do understand we can call the many others we know or even not know. 

I come from a background where I can make 150 calls a day easily, sometimes even more. I can do that easily.  

But I chose you. Because you are worth it.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I just wanna bitch

Lately, there was a new recent inclusion into the circle. I don't know where this person came from, but he is definitely pissing me off. The very sight of it turns me off and the actions it "monkeys" makes my hair stand. Every follicle of it.

Obnoxious. "extra-ordinarily stubborn" like how Ah Wang puts it. LOUD. and bad influence to the circle. bringing bad habits, bad hangouts and talks with a big bad mouth. Think wolf from the red riding hood.

well. Time will tell the truth. I hope my hypothesis is wrong of it. but I doubt it would win me over.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Transitions - Tap my Brains.

First and Foremost.
"We shouldn't be thinking too much."
I believe things will find its way and what will be will be.
I have faith.

I have decided to embark on the next part of my career and life.
People out there, please tap my brains. Its for farming. :)
I would be available.
This step that I have taken... It would be a bull run all the way!


Monday, January 25, 2010

people in my life. :)

I am not going to put anything on :)

It is true, i miss u.
But sometimes I wonder if things could happen again. bring us back to where we started. I think it would be noting short of amazing.

It's nice to see this side of you that I never saw back then. Heart warming and it touches me. I am happy that we are now here. I hope you are too.

:) Jae's wicked world.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Men are fickle.

Men are fickle.
In a matter of days, love can be transferred from one object of affection to another.
Men are fickle.
In a matter of minutes, affection can be showered upon one and shifted to another.
Men are fickle.
In a matter of seconds, what is felt now, is all forgotten and left behind, from one to another.

Who's to blame for changing hearts. No one, as Men are fickle; you are and so am I.

BKK and HK back to back with some of the closest people that I have right now.
HK experience: unspeakable, somewhere only we know.
BKK experience: idiots having fun together, priceless.
This Friday, it's gonna be my brother's wedding and then its down to serious business, no more slacking.

P.S. People who can't write decent English irritate me to the core.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Choices - wake up - wake up 2010.

Hey ya all.
Hope 2010 has been good for yas.
Anyways, it has been a hectic 2009, but I am certain 2010 will be better.
Full of ups and equaled by more downs.
Many things happened through the last quarter of this year, some of which I would believe are more disappointing than I thought it would be.

Thinking that the time spent with someone would change them for the better in terms of making choices in life... ... I was wrong.
Humans tend to veer towards things that they are more familiar with, people that they are more common with, things/people that they are used to, hanging out with the crowd/nest that they are so used to, going back to their old habits, backsliding to their sins... ... all because of ... comfort? ... loneliness?
I don't know. We've all made mistakes in our lives, but do we go back to them and dig a deeper hole the next time we encounter it? I guess this is the thing that I hope all of us do spend a little time thinking.

Honestly, I haven't been making the best choice in one of my aspects in life, that's one of my resolutions in life now. Perhaps, the biggest.

I just realized I didn't set any resolutions for 2010. " k k k " possibly because of the state of "whiteness" in my life now. But I know this would only be temporal.

Time to wake up. :)

HK was bitter sweet. Emotions and feelings were lost to the world of translation. The time and distance that parted us collapsed into about 72 hours. The level of comfort is beyond given the time spent away for more than 3 years. It's truly Jae's wicked world playing with me. I am glad things happened and I hope it will again.

Little gestures tickle me. Simple words amaze me.

Waiting on the World to Change- John Mayer + lyrics

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

It's been trying


there will be sunshine after the rain. tumultuous month to go and I have to finish up what i need to do.

anyone has referrals for me? :)
Life goes on....

Jae's wicked world.

Monday, September 14, 2009

So far.....

things has been going good so far i guess.
Thanks to alot of faith and determination and support from family, friends and colleauges. thanks everyone.
Its been 9 tough months this year.
I've accomplished more than $100k in value in contacts.
I've to give myself a pat on the back. :)

Thanks 小鸭 :)

Thursday, April 16, 2009


sigh... another one bites the dust.s

Monday, February 09, 2009


6 months of stress released in one afternoon. indulgence in exhilaration lead to extreme fatigue for the arvo. thanks to all that spurred me on.

time to press on and pin more deals.

Monday, December 15, 2008

MGMT "Kids" Video

This is gonna be the next hit. for sure.

doo doo doo doo doo doo doooo doo dooooo ......... escape.