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Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

tis the season ....

for breakups... . .. and emotional turmoil.
so many relationships around me and my friends are facing the trials of time and society.
so many friends around me are facing issues that they have never faced for a good 20 years of their lives.
why......

maybe cos this is the time when we move on to another phase of our lives.... stepping on into society and embracing it all! HAH. perspectives changes. lifestyles changes. stress levels changes. income changes. friends changes. environment changes. responsibility changes. health changes. time changes.... everything.

when we are faced with such changes... do we take it up in our stride and move on to become a stronger person...... amidst adversity would we crumble and get left in the dust.

friends..... lets all be strong. there are times where we need other friends around to hear us. lend a ear to somebody today. but dont forget to let out what is inside u.. to someone that lends u the ear. (this sounds like some social campaign, could be an FYP idea! ha!)

thanks bro for offering yours today without me wanting to. appreciate it.

chapter ....

can't wait for things to start and things to change.

this time, i know it will be different.

version change! yea. come on me.

SuDDen

Suddenly I just thought of my trip to Sydney and I recalled spending a wicked time with Keith and Drew watching Superman.... DRUNK! hahaha. kickass stuff.

ALSO!
at 3 monkeys with Shimpei, Neha and Seema! great dinner with them at where they worked.

splendid time with Buddy Ben at his place and the places for makan.


thanks peeps of syd. love ya'll. hope you've been great and fine.

ups and downs.

the week was kinda like a roller coaster of events in life.

early week i saw the passing of one of my close mate's mum.
its sad to see something so heart breaking going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. we didn't really know what to do at a time like that. my condolences goes to the family. through all the emotions, the family's bond proves strong. amidst the weary faces, you see strength and love in their eyes.
don't worry jam. she is watching over you. like always.

end week i saw the union of one of my close school mates.
it was great to see something so heart warming going through someone close to you.
this was the first for me at my age. I did know what to do this time round, to be joyous and merry. My blessings go to the happily married couple. through the emotions, the family's bond is strong. the couple is visibly tired from the entire day, which started at 8am in the morning, till the entire process ended at about 9pm. but amidst the weary faces, you see bliss and hope in their eyes. For such a joyous occasion, thoughts of joy,love and excitement fills you to the veins. my hair was standing when they took their vows, it touched my heart to see two individuals know that they are with the one.

with all my blessings. Edwin(uncle) and Eunice! happily ever after!

rant: Gaia

Extreme cynicism has brought heaps of thoughts: one of which.

The world is getting overpopulated.
With all scientific equations, they work to find an equilibrium to level the weight on both sides.
The world is counter-acting. Tell tale signs. Climate change. Food crisis. Deadly diseases. Earthquakes. Hurricanes. Crazy people blowing themselves up.

With all these things happening, the earth population is still growing exponentially. I really think we may not live to see the next century. pessimism aside, I do believe that science will be able to find solutions that may shift the critical mass to tip the tolerance of the equilibrium. or either that... an earth shaking catastrophe that would wipe out a huge number of people on Gaia. That will set things to a halt for Gaia to heal.

She is crying. all the world leaders admit that there is a problem. But none of them would want to sacrifice national development over the state of the Earth. They feel that it is not their responsibility. Third world will feel that they have the "right" to develop, and the first world should slow down. Fat Hope.

Personal opinion: no administration is going to do anything substantial. Gaia will fall within my lifetime. our lifetime. sad to say. i am a pessimist.


what do you think?

yi gah or zhong uy zi dou dap onh le. dan hai yat zit dou hou mor hu er. orh yi ga zhen hai mm zee dou dim gao. dong maidim gai, ci ci dou hai gam. shen ah! bei oor yat dit zi dim. orh yi ga zhen ge mm zi dim zhou.

things are getting all too familiar. looking at my 08 resolutions. things dont seem to be going right.

wonder what i will do.

thinking in the dark and running my fingers through your tresses.
i think about how we met and smile to myself, all the hits and misses.

things seem to happen in a cycle.

I thought things would be different. but i am hating things cos it seems to follow a similar path. shit.

pix. from the past.

took this photo at the pilot interview. haha. bad preparations for the SIA pilot interviews. word of advice for those out there who are going. please do your homework k.









with the boys at timbre.











this guy's left leg is shorter than his right. find him on the fourth floor of CS.










XF's birthday KTV session. they were singing spice girls. bwhaha











the trip that was planned and unplanned with the snakes. on a WHITE BOARD. conference sial.











other cadet pilot hopefuls.













PK at Al Ameen. happily Zi Pai-ing













baby girl. love you.














C in action part 1















C caught in action part 2






FYP Presentation prep. GYSB. i think we did well. apparently the school thinks otherwise. where is our + ! i still can't believe school. at how academic it is. i guess thats why it is academic.

loves max

Estelle featuring Kanye West - American Boy
this is going to be the next overplayed song i swear.

issues issues issues

compare compare compare
sensitiveities sensitivities sensitivities
emotions emotions emotions
overwhelming overwhelming overwhelming
secrets secrets secrets
reservations reservations reservations
contigencies contigencies contigencies
decisions decisions decisions
happiness unhappiness happiness

you've gotta watch this! i swear!

you;ve gotta watch this!!! laugh till my stomach hurt.
mandy kaisiao. ahah.

reminded me of the benny lava shit. but this is way way better. this is REALLY FUNNY.!

now

feeling like a walking pestilence.
passing off meeting close friends.
giving up on meeting acquaintances.
having not met the beloved for ages.
needing to get out of this immobility.
hating my incompetence in handling dispute.
craving to decide on what to do futuresque.
trying to stop the insatiable need to burp.*&^#(@

help.

nice.

melee-built to last.
somehow this song was heart warming. dedicated by fraz.

backlog

Many many many things happened over the past few weeks.
Apart from Chinese New Year and My birthday with no presents. haha.
BUT! I did get 2 one dollar coins from a special someone. hehe.

it was just FYP FYP and school and quirky.
Loads of things to be done and done.
Some things happened that kinda shocked me, Friends, please consider those that are around you that you may think that they are friends, but you are just but an acquaintance. You see, I am a person that offers my true-est friendship if i see you. But I think it is time that I change. This world is sick. full of people that talk about stuff about you and judge you. but the point is, WHO knows YOU? WHO!? NO ONE DOES! EXCEPT THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU!

but I am also someone that respects what others say (have to SPEW from their mouths.) I mean its alright that they say that I am disgusting or anything/ I respect your opinion. I am fine. You Can be fat like fuck, but i think if u are comfortable in your own skin. I think u are admirable.

Recently I felt so betrayed. but nonetheless I am unhurt. but 人言可畏. it stings but i am ok. Please Do not BE shocked if I come up to you and ask you. whether YOU WILL BEtray me? only because I want to keep those that are real beside me. AND shake off those that aren't worth it.

Brothers, you know I will bleed for u, if u need me to.


EVERYONE work hard for FYP! anyway I am probably going to join clarbear and the other boys for a INDOCHINE trip. any other boys interested? drop me a headsup. this trip. not for the faint hearted.



quirky. I (L) U.

control. dont lose it.

u are better than this.
take flight.
u have the control.

MY WILL BE DONE

happens that my birthday falls on the day of the lunar new year!
I WILL HAVE FANTASTIC LUCK TO COME!

MORE RESOLUTE IN DECISIONS
MORE MONEY
MORE DRIVE
MORE HEALTH (I know its grammatically wrong)

NO MORE RUBBISH R/S.

I WILL LOOK BACK AT THIS POST AND SMILE!

JAE's Wickeeed world.

dysfunctional X 2

i am 2 times the state of dysfunction as the day progresses. haha.

jae's wicked world.

deem gai mui qi dou hai gum yong jek. gor gor dou wan gen orr. orr zan hei gum cha mei? mui qi dou hei hou qi dan fong meen gum. yuu gor yau yan tuck tong orr gong zou mei wui gum lei. oor xiong ji dou yun yan wor. hai.... zhen hei sai hei. ZONG YAU YAT KIN SI! HUI DEY DOU HAI YOU YAN DOU HYUET GAH!

ah keet ah. lei lor lei sui zei. fu guai.