thE road is gonE

its starts from your legs, probably because its the biggest muscles with the most nerves. think so.
well it crawls up slowly to your torso before it gets to the nerves in your head.

time stays the same. it equates to normal flow of time.
images put forth to you are enhanced only to your recognition.
rogue traders plays a wicked tune. something that sounds better than it was. no. its really the song thats nice. really.

thirst overwhelms, chewing on the umpteen gum that is also creating so much thirst. chewing hard and moving to the beat.

dirty south is truly amazing! truly amazing. bump bump pa pump. man.

sights become mint in the view of your closed eyes. in the darkness, images are crisp and clear. I wonder why. I question.

you feel astigmatism for the while. Cheers to your exercises that reinforce the feel. truly, trust me. :P

the 24 hours or so, your eyes are clear and distinct as with cosmetic lenses. ju ohn in the making. for just that day

i feel guilty, i lied.

night at mercure

Alright. Dong, Alvin ong yinyi, and whoever that loves to dance. I think you guys should go to australia. For the first time ever, I see a dance battle happening in a club. for real. yes! there was a host. he is a kick ass beat-boxer. apart from the dance battle which none of the darn good dancers danced in, the night was a chilled one. yeah. dong, you trash them here. I even trash them. haha.
well, it was a good chilled night with crazy gwen, good jon and ham sup marcio from brazil! haha. nice ole fun. yeah.

long post

The night started with not being able to catch X men 3. It was coffee at bubbles, the cafe at Queen Street Mall. After that, me, shawn, king and jon went to the FAMILY! Well Wat can i say its a blast. when Jae partys he partys hard like fuck.

Wicked.

There was a memorial going on at King George Square. It made a nice picture, but I was rushing, din compose the shot properly. :(



Well, its a long post because I broke the game. Its getting lonely in the outback. like how King puts in aptly, "SUAH LA" hokkien word. hehe. Missing family, danny, 4E gang, all the peeps in sch, all the uber pple, all the love at home, all the FOOD!!!!!. BUT I LOVE IT HERE! this fucking place rocks so much I don't feel like going home. people at home, please leave your country for a longer time than a blardy holiday. you'll understand. but fuck, dun just stay within ur fucking country of people, go talk to others. see the world hey see it. experience what you have never experienced. trust me they do think diffferently. most of the time unlike YOU.

well, over here you get to meet people from all over the world. David, korean guy that i knew by playing basketball with, inspires me and puts me to shame. He said "I don't want to mix with koreans here, I want to experience it, the difference." That was what I wanted before I got into the place that I am staying and got all comfy with the sgboys. I am not lamenting. I am just blaming myself for not putting myself on the line. you know what I mean? bet you think that way sometimes. well. cheers. welcome to jae's wicked world.

Have been thinking alot lately, maybe cos there is no girls to clog the mind. haha. idiot. ok. I need a travelling partner for the grand tour. Anyone wanna join me? I will be going to melbourne and sydney. hopefully I can find someone. god bless me. Sincerely, Jae.

Welcome to Jae's wicked world. everything IS wicked.

skinnier

Winter is creating havoc to my get-fat-in-oz plans
it is so cold. and I am getting skinnier.

this weight this is really costing me more than my weight.

it is affecting every fuck thing. damn.

snippet

chat-blocked-unblocked-blocked-unblocked.

thanks for your harshness, appreciate it.

the thing is I treat everyone equal. unless you are someone important to me.

cheers.

welcome to jae's wicked world.

...

Time stands still while you take the trip to the endings of the world.
In it your feel that time has stopped for you to take in whatever that is in front of you.

Classical and beat bumping music brings about a different experience.

Thirsty and head heavy, you concentrate only on the things that you are involved. Nothing is going to bother you other than yourself and the mates that are with you.

Closing your eyes enhances on the thing that you are concentrating on.

Different things will bring different pleasures. The music brings you to feel different emotions. Beyond what you will imagine. It intensifies the current emotion that you felt. It may be sad it may be irritating and it may be peaceful. It’s just different and 11 min has passed in what seems like an hour.

Lounging music brings on a different ecstasy,

"The thing about it is that it emphasizes and blows up what ever you are feeling many many times."

Tim tam's tastes are further enhanced. The chocolate filling liquefies around your palette. Simply amazing. Either it was your senses enhanced? Or it was your tastes buds were growing/ expanding to take it/ the taste of Tim tams were all of a sudden wonderful? Or that your tastes buds were enhanced. Period.

Hunger is further intensified by mints that you took. The mint licks the bottom of your stomach it gives a tingle to it.

cigs light up your lungs. Heat intensifies and burns what ever natural filters you have in you.
it evens reaches into your stomach.

The anesthetical feeling exhumes you and fries you. It overwhelms your senses and freezes em.

Yoghurt flows down your throat, trickling and tickling it while is simmers down. Sweetness is beatified.

Reactions?

who me? do i talk to your wat? silent reader react to this yeah. change Your nick when u see this. *Winks :)

best pancakes and my ornament

Take a look at this. the best pancakes so far. served on a "plate" haha. i did sunny side up and bacon as well. AND there is coffee too!

















Ok I got bored and i drew up something for my door. haha

2300s conversations

"Can I hang up now?"

How many times does it take for you to give up if u fall flat on your face every single time?

When is the time that you think you should let go before you dent yourself further?

In the amazing race, you will face yourself more than anyone else, you have the ultimate decision.

What would you do?

Apparently I have a chinese accent to my English. Not!

Moreton Island

Moreton Island sure is the funnest island so far amongst all the rest of the Brissy ones that I have been to. Me and Woodie and another two french girls were the only four that were not from EF(english fast?), that group-booked the trip from blueplanettours. MAN WAS IT A SMASHING WEEKEND! Snorkelling with fishes, Sang Tobagaonning, Sandboarding, boogie boarding, talking with turkish, french, austrian, germans, swiss, brazilians, japanese, korean, taiwanese and thai. Oh my! haha. Nonetheless, this was one of the best trips that I have had here. simply wicked.

pancake , matthew

All right. this is my housemate, matthew chalmers, from the beautiful country of Fiji. He is one helluva tall guy.











It took me 30 minutes to get these pancakes done. I am so proud of meself. haha

after thought...

Sometimes some people are just not worth your time. you know what I mean? In a certain part of your life you may meet somebody and they may or maynot intrude your daily routine and life. Will you give them a chance to affect your life? It is not a big decision in that instant that you are deciding, but it may end up changing everything. By choosing to not let it happen, you have decided and made a change to your life. only you can make the choice and difference.

please don't think I am refering to anyone. its just me. Jae-ded

I am tired.


Welcome to Jae's wicked world.

filimg today

a caterpillar was trying to jump from one finger to the other. brave one isn't it.

















This ia rachael from wales, but been in brissy for 9 years already.

















thats lauren, need i say more. haha.













thats sarah in pink. director for the day













tonight's sky is simply amazing. its one of the best sunsets so far in QUT.

















The biggest rainbow i have seen in my life. it shot out from the top of A block. haha. ya right.

new feeling during easter

Seeing them walk past the departure gates made me feel something I have never felt so tense before in my life. "I miss home and family". Though the trip made me realise how I can/cannot live with my parents.

Dad and Mum was really close on the trip. The "scary" ride from Scooby Doo made the trip. I kinda "cheated" them into taking the ride at Movieworld. They tried it for the "first time in their lives" ROLLER COASTER! ok small one.

It is definite that bro and me got closer in the trip too. In fact , I think the entire family got closer in the trip. I suggest all families go on tours together. WITHOUT MISSING A SINGLE MEMEBER. too bad wen's not here. It'ld been smashing!

Well sitting on this stupid bus that is bringing me around the coast big time, SUCKS.
well below was the series of unfortunate events that happened to me.
1.my buddhist chain broke.
2.Quarelled with a white bitch at the casino cause she said racist remarks and said "up your mum"
3.getting the car wrecked.
4.getting ripped off custard apples
5.lost slippers at stradbroke
6.missing train to robina
7.taking past and back on the return train. cos i was watching a movie. green street hooligans
8.taking the wrong bus to robina, thats why i wrote this on paper.
9. Din get onto the bus that took all the party goers to surfers at Bond's end of semester party.
10.getting ripped off sovieniers for buddies.

seesha

i was playing with dry ice. not lying.

Pancake Prata

it took me 1 whole hour to get this pancakes/prata ready for breakfast. hahaha.


lucky it is edible, but not presentable. ok maybe i can sell it for 30cents. haha.

recommended song list, go download

Never say never - Vandalism
Remember the name - Fort Minor
Kinda new -Spektrum
Fix You - Coldplay
Petrified - Fort Minor
Bound too Long - Crystal Method
Acetone - Crystal Method
Beautiful world - Coldplay
Run It - Chris Brown
I don't want no body but you - ???
Beep - PCD
Act A Fool - Ludacris

everything on coldplay and crystal method k

burning the bridge

burning one of brissy's bridges down. cheers

blocked & U know it. smile like U mean it

as the song goes.

"blocked and you know it, smile like you mean it"

when you're trying your best and you don't succeed.
and when u get what you want but not what you need
stuck in reverse, lights will guide you home.
I'll try to fix you.

coldplay-Fix you
my fav


chatting with susan made me realise, there's more to it than this. I am clouded.



lights off, visualiser, electronica, absence of ahhemp and booze. but it still has the effect.wonderful.