dejavu

We took this on 21st Oct

it felt like that day when I was walking alone on King George Square and met Bill Berry today. But I din speak to no homeless this time around. I was definitely feeling shitty with everything happening. first I got up real early today to prep for a presentation at 9am, which was cancelled at 845am. All hyped to nothing. and I spent the rest of the day bickering and trying to get my frycking internet access up in the office.(its still not up) And I have to handle the fucking msn logging on and off, and at the same time i cant send any msg to anyone. F F F F F F F!

I am feeling so shitty. I had lunch with the others but it felt like I was having lunch alone. The fucking cinas here have no intent of service. esp the security, I wonder why they are paid. they know nothing. fucking nothing. Seems like their job is to only to watch the fucking small door of my block and the ones at my work place watches the people for the work badge which can be easily printed and for pple like me who smuggle food in openly and stop them.

I din feel like buying dinner at the work-canteen cos the food looks shitty and I am in need of comfort food. In the end, I decided to cook instant noodles at home with a big pieces of pork that I bought from the super market downstairs. I was contemplating the tsingtao beer and chocolates. which in the end i succumbed. But I consumed none of them cos I lost the mood to feel lousy.

:) wicked world it is.
I just finished watching this B grade film called Lightspeed from www.kankan.com. this website is fantastic. haha

me

i simply miss my hair. don't ya?

shenzhen

Thats the view of my place that i am staying at. hehee. Yup. and then i just had to take a photo at the hospital where i did my medical check up in chins. the ensligh is

amazing. haha.

wicked.

pics. haha

i m in shenzhen now

hey everyone on jaeswickedworld. sorry that i have been MIAing. (MIA=Missing In Action) i m now spotting short hair once again. furthermore i m now residing in pollution-full shenzhen.
i will update with spectacular fotos. now i m feeling a lil miserable. but i love my current gf now. hehe.

those are my boys. haha. all are present except JM. idiot.

right after exams

The first thing I did was to go to FUEGO to WORK!
and well wasnt really appreciated in a way. but I think i survived the night cos baby came to visit me.
anyway the net thing i knew I fell sic with what i think is stomach flu and I was running a fever. I was vomiting and diarrheaing whatever that i ate or drank. lucky baby was there the whole night to take care of me. hehe.
alright anyway, I am going to china soon. cheers.
aussie people, please meet up befre i go.

photos ahah

thats my cousin. ain't she cute!?








THats the sail that I made during my project discussion. hehe.

J D

I have never felt so helpless before with anyone. this is the virgin experience. I a really pulling my hair out. I dunno what the fuck is wrong and what the hell to do. to fuckin move left or right.

school's stress right guys... well hope things go fine.

Anyway shout out to my dear friends. Jae's world has been very wicked as usual, just that there is not much time for me to blog and upload fotos. but i promise to upload more things. cheers.
and my fucking key board is spoilt. knn!!! fuck Its the first time I am so fuckin pissed with my life now! DANNY LOI! fucking call me back! CALL ME BACK!

This fuckin' world is still "double you - eye- cee -kay - ee - dee", WICKED.

Pictures....

That is me when i was in adelaide you know. I came back and i lose so much weight! everyweek 1 Kg! help.!!! come back to singapore I lose my command of english and weight! my assets are gone again!
Thats loaunne, haha. Same wavelength. I feel you lulu. You know what i mean. God. Two chilli padis today. haha
Ok people, this hot chic is like the previous owner of my phone now. haha. ooppsss.
The hamster pic is like my roomies hamster which ran out of its cage and got stuck in the cupboard. We pried open the cupboard to save it from death. so stupid!

Thats TAN with her nice teeth! god makes me wanna go do braces.

This cute boy beside me is clarence the bear. D to the B. you know. haha. if he looks familiar means u seen him in my previous entries. not because you seen him on the streets on sg or aussie. k. haha
OH! this pic shows where the stupid hamster got stuck in. We broke the cupbboards to save it. haha.

ALright. this is a very abstract piece. The dog is trying to cross the road and the cars are trying to drive. The dog hesitates and waits for the car and the car does the same.. haha. funny right. shows my situation with D. dunno whether to move or not to move.

long time no sad

Its been a long time since i feel sad. everything is chumming together. D, H, Ub, Y, Sc... man. if I can only have more time for myself and my work and motivation to get things started. i dunno if everyone elses has times like that... but i know that stupid idiot does. oh well. anyway stupid idiot.... believe me k. the internship is driving me crazy. and school hasnt been good for me too. I had the worst dreams last night . the PR piece was crap and it made me have this ever flowing microsoft word view whenever i closed my eyes. GOD! for a moment i really thought i got psychosis. wicked wicked wicked

the LACK OF PROFessionalism

I shall be politically correct. First I got singled out by bobbing 5 times in class. which I think is partially my fault. but my intent was to keep myself awake.
Then I get blacked mark fucking forever. professors shouldnt be like that. Why ? and well I shouldnt comment about how I AM being condemned in school by this person now, and that I am in his bad books. Furthermore, he may potentially be someone that might affect my honours grade!
But well, I just asked a very simple question about a piece of work today and he TOLD ME TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH HIM! it was a question that would maybe take 2 minutes of his million dollar schedule.
Pardon me, maybe I crossed his path last time, when I was doing the practicum. but it shames me to know that in my school, there are people that are so intelligent but are so petty. And for someone at an age where he could already be my father... it totally shames and floors me. if I can melt ... I would have. maybe to the point of disgust.
thanks mr sim. you are so influencial.

thoughts

the more I am into d the less I feel that h will work out. na nuen michotso. gimme somewhere to breathe!

WTF

na neun jinjia michotso. hwan jan eh. na neun chung mal po go ship da brisbane chingu. leave message? araso? dae hyun hiong, call me when you get back to korea. :)

MRT

Its funny when someone slutty-looking walks into the mrt and everyone stares. her skirt is white and so short you could almost look through what shes wearing. almost. she is just an average ah lian you know. nice skin but average looking face. and together with her there were this bunch of men that walked in. more memorable was this fat and ugly guy(4/10) and this ok looking guy( 6/10) both of them were "tactically looking" they try to look as if they are not peering at her by looking somewhere else. each cycle when they turn their head left and riight they will peer at her for an instant to "admire the view" they then try to distract themselves by doing something else, like cleaning their shoe. haha. and then they go thru the cycle again. turn and look and look. haha. the cute young girl was also looking, the cute, old, young, fat, adolescent even. the things short skirts and nice legs do to humans. haha. the brains and the imaginative hands travel, I bet! haha. They kinda stopped when they realised that I was observing their eyes and movement. but the still did it again. you know the thing when the head turns but the eyes just stay focused on one spot! haha. thats it. cheers to jaes wicked world.

no more

hana is tired of calling me, and she doesnt understand me. T.T na neng na hwan anna so. jinjia. T.T

hall 11

I have 59 fugging ECA points. I was staying in HALL X for 4 semesters and now I'm staying in HALL XI. there is only so much the JCRC can do.
angsty MF Jae.

saturday @ zouk

There's good house at ZOUK! evermore was playing not once but twice. haha. love it, tempted to do zouksats again.

back in singapore

being back in busy singapore is good. and yet i miss brissy so much. using other things here to compensate for the lost feeling i am having now. everyone! i miss you guys. i dunno if anyone of you all are reading this. but hell yeah. I miss you people so much! :)

katie

katie is from thailand. haha. This picture was taken the last time i met her in Brisvegas. yeah. We met a couple of times so far. but not scheduled ones. just out of coincidence we met so many times. I still remember me going up to her on Queen street mall while see was eating her ice cream. hilarious situations. anyway Shes a good girl (**fingers crossed) haha.

last moments in OZ

stayed over at my good buddy bens place. he was a great host for the entire sydney trip. love him.

the last day in aussie is good. Waking up to the aussie air is great. Taking in the cold breeze at buddybens room is amazing. I was at the balcony looking at the traffic by with my chill milk and chips. watching the world go by. simply calming to the soul. I await for the last hours I am here in aussie. taking it in. savouring it.